... has been the questions i have been getting lately....welll here it goes guys. its hard to put this all out in the public and shit, but why the hell not. ill be the one to tell you how life really is. maybe im stupid for doing so but maybe ill reach out to someone.so lately, as you all have noticed, i have not ben myself. I have been ignoring ( Read more... )

lately i been in the studio working on alot of new shit for the band. were gonna be the next big thing soon, you will see. me and britt hadda call it quits. it was so hard to let her go, but it hadd be done to save the both of us. the band has taken up my life, and its amazing. its gonna pay off soon. theres still something missing in my lfie tho, ( Read more... )

I don't know why jesus put me on this earth. My whole life has been miserable. Nothing about me is really good. I'm a fucking dissapointment. I'm not good enuf and I will never be good enuf. I'm not a normal person. People think I have it good. No I don't. I may seem like the happiest and luckiest person in the world, but I really am not. Everyday ( Read more... )

So tonight my girlfriend decided to finally admit shes a 15 year old freshman. since the day i met her she told me she was 16 and a sophmore. so for 4 months she has lied to me. 4-5 ppl have tried telling me she was 15, but i didnt believe them. i trusted her. age really doesnt matter to me. its maturity. and her maturity level isnt that of a 15 ( Read more... )

since november i been resising at my grandparents house in wallington, due to issues at home, i am not going back till my 'mother' seeks help for herself. i been loving it here. i no longer sing in the hostage hero. i drum/sing full time for yours,truly. i have a wonderful girlfreind named brittany. i play shows like every weekend, i been in the ( Read more... )

well i been living at my gramdparents in wallingotn for like a month now. shit happend at home and i been here since then. i barely work anymore, i work like 2 days a week, im looking for a new job. i havent had high speed interent since i left home. i been on shitty dial up and it sucks. things will be worked out soon at home.i been busy with both ( Read more... )

alright. this should relaly
go in my about me, but whatever.

i have turned into a complete asshole ( Read more... )

lately has been cool. been hanging out with my boys kevin,mike,anthony,adam, etc. its fun. kevins family treats me so good. im not used to it really lol. but i appreciate their hospitality so much. im glad they like me. so my band is liek my fmaily now. it feels great to have freinds who are always there for me. saturday night was funny a sfuck. me ( Read more... )

flaw: i dont have a car
reason: well i pay bills and i have to buy food to feed myself. i saved up alot of money to afford my drums. i needed money for tour.
conclusion: i have started a budget where i put my money away for the car in the bank =]

flaw: my mother
reason: alchoholic, etc for a long time.
conclusion: well she stopped doing drugs ( Read more... )

that i have too big of a heart. the bigger the heart, the more vulnerable it is to be broken. why do girls want asshole boyfreinds. why dont they want the one who treats them they way they should be treated ( Read more... )