Cookies
Title: Cookies
Pairing: Eunhae
Summary: The accident changed them to better people.
It only took a split second for everything to happen. I heard hyukjae calling my name, but because of anger I ignored him.
*flashback*
‘Don’t touch me. Leave me alone. Why are you even here? Aren’t you supposed to be with kibum?
I instantly got pissed at him. How could he say I’m supposed to be with kibum?! Why doesn’t he understand my feelings?!
‘Lee hyukjae! Listen up. I am going to say this once only. Lee donghae love only lee hyukjae. But if you are going to be so paranoid then go ahead.’
I walked out of the room slamming the door behind me. I was almost at the main door when the eunahe room door slammed open. I saw hyukjae at the door. Walking towards me
‘Donghae, listen to....’
I panicked and ran out. I didn’t even listen to what hyukie has to say. I don’t even know where I’m running to but I just kept running. I didn’t stop. I ran past a mirror when I saw hyukjae was running after me. Then I heard hyukjae calling me to stop. I ignored.
*end of flashback*
When I woke up I was at the hospital. I have totally no idea how I got here. But I know it was late at night and there was light in the room. I have no idea what time it is nor do I know what date is it. I felt someone was holding my hand. The hand holding me is cold.
I turned to my side and saw it was hyukjae that was holding my hand. I guess he fell asleep while waiting for me to regain conscience. I looked across the room. There were two sofas. One left one right. The left sofa was occupied by the kyumin couple. Sungmin had his hands around kyuhyun. Kyuhyun had Sungmin tightly in his arms. They look so good together. So sweet. I envied them so much. They rarely quarreled but if they had conflicts they would always apologize to each other. Although I envy them, I’m happy that they got together. I turned to the right sofa, I saw the kangteuk couple. I envy umma to have someone to lean on, rely on. I shaked my head and tried to stand. I felt a sharp pain at my leg and I realize I have a cast on.
Does that mean I can’t dance anymore?
I felt my hand being squashed. I turned to hyukjae. He was mumbling to himself. Then it got louder and louder.
‘I’m sorry donghae. It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have snapped at you. I know that you have nothing to do with kibum. I was jealous that you would joke with him and talk to him so happily. Donghae! Be careful! The car! Donghae! Is he alright? How is donghae?! Would someone just answer me?! How is donghae?!’
I recalled what happened that night. I realized I’m not angry at him anymore. In fact I feel guilty. It is my fault that hyukjae is suffering. If only I listened to him.
I realized my own body wasn’t important anymore. You are more important hyukie.
I looked back at hyukjae. He was sleeping soundly. Still holding my hand. But this time I am the one to tighten the grip.
I closed my eyes. If I look at him again I might feel guiltier.
Hyukie, I’m sorry. I really am.
‘Donghae. Are you awake? I guess not.’
He kissed my forehead and walked out of the room.
‘You’re awake why didn’t you tell him?’
I turned and remembered kyumin and kangteuk are still in the room.
‘I’m guilty kyuhyun. I am. I’m the one that caused all his misery.’
‘I have a plan. Since you are guilty, he is also guilty. Pretend you can’t walk. Let hyukjae take care of you.’
‘But won’t that be very bad? Hyukie is busy with his schedules....’
‘It’s up to you weather to go with this plan or not. But make up your mind before he comes back.’
‘But how am I supposed to trick him and 10 members?’
‘Easy, tell the doctor you have some personal reasons that you have to sit on the wheel chair and tell him not to let anyone knows about
this.’ He grinned.
‘I guess I will just have to follow your plan.’
I decided not to pretend not to sleep. I’ve already slept for 3 days. Finally, hyukjae came back to the ward.
‘Donghae! You’re awake! How do you feel? Are you okay? I’m sorry about that night. I really am.’
I said nothing but laughed at him. His dork-self is really beyond human. But I like him that way.
‘Don’t just laugh. Tell me how you feel. I have to know.’
‘I’m fine. And, I’m also very sorry about that night.’
‘No. it’s my fault. I shouldn’t have snapped. I should have been more generous. I’m too petty. Sorry hae.’
‘It’s my fault. It’s not your fault. Stop blaming yourself.’
‘It’s my fault!’
‘Mine!’
‘Mine!’
I stayed quiet. If I continue insisting that it’s my fault, this would not end. Just then the doctor entered the room.
‘Mr. Lee donghae, you are allowed to leave the hospital but for the time being you have to sit on the wheel chair till your leg recover.
‘Can he still dance in the future?’
‘It depends on how much he rests.’ The doctor smiled and walked away.
‘Heard him? You have to rest a lot. I will be in charge for you daily needs.’
I nodded my head and smiled.
*+*+*+*+*+*+*+SUJU DORM+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*
‘Welcome back donghae!’
Everybody shouted in sync.
‘Okay guys, the doctor said he have to rest.’
‘But the party....’ leeteuk looked at hyukie.
‘But his rest....’
In order for them not so start arguing.
‘Rest can wait right? Since this is my homecoming party.’
Hyukjae look and me and sighed.
The party lasted longer then I expected. I felt tired so I told hyukie I’m tired I will go to bed first. He pushed me to the EUNHAE room.
‘I’ll carry you to the bed. Don’t move.’
‘It’s ...’ before I could finish my sentence hyukjae carried me bridal style and walked towards the bed.
‘Rest now. I’ll wake you up tomorrow when it’s time for breakfast.’
‘Are we still going to share the same bed tonight?’
‘I guess not. In case I hurt you subconsciously.’
‘But I can’t sleep without you beside me.’ I pouted. He smiled and places a soft kiss on my forehead.
‘Okay. But I have to help umma clear the mess before I can sleep.’
‘I’ll wait for you!’
‘You have to rest hae.’
I said nothing but smiled at him. His over anxiousness are too cute. I love him this way.
Hyukie walked out of the room and helped umma clear the mess.
I wasn’t joking when I said I can’t sleep without you by my side. I don’t care if you subconsciously hit me. Seriously I don’t
I only want you by my side. Saranghaeyo hyukjae.
‘How come you’re still awake?’
‘You’re back? I couldn’t sleep.’
‘You have to rest you know?’
‘I know that. But I can’t sleep without you.’
‘Now I’m here. Sleep now?’
I smiled. In his arms I drifted off the dreamland.
3 weeks later..
‘Kyuhyun, should we tell them? It’s been 3 weeks.’
‘Go ahead. Your guilt is long gone right?’
I nodded.
‘I’ll go tell hyukjae now.’ I pushed myself to living room.
‘Hyukjae! I have to tell you something! Where are you?’
‘I’m in the kitchen!’
I pushed myself to the kitchen and found hyukjae covered in flour.
‘Why are you covered in flour?’
‘I wanted to bake something for you.’
‘Shall I help you?’
‘But you’re sitting on the wheelchair. It will be inconvenient.’
‘I can walk already hyukie. I can walk already!’
I stood up to prove that I can walk already. I could walk from the start.
‘That’s great hae! But if you want to help you have to wash your hands first’
I smiled and went to the sink to wash my hands. I took a cloth along with me and wet it.
‘Come here hyukie’
He looks at me. I took the cloth and cleaned his flour face.
‘Thank you hae’ he kissed me softly.
‘My pleasure. I prefer the clean hyukie not the flour hyukjae.’
He laughed. I laughed along with him.
1 hour later..
‘The cookies are out hyukie!’
‘It’s pretty!’ he took and piece and fed me.
I did the same.
We continued feeding each other cookie until we’ve ran out of cookies to feed each other.
-fin-
How was it? Sorry if my writing was crappy
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