Love speaks of Eternity
Title: Love speaks of Eternity
Pairing: Kyumin
Length: One shot
Rating: G
Summary: “What are you doing here?” I recognize the voice, it was your voice.
It’s the 13th day since our break up. At the start, I thought that everything was going to be alright, but I figured out, everyday, I have to face a hurting heart. Today as well, my heart was hurting. I slowly walked towards the oversized mirror, I looked at my sorry form, looking at myself I know, I’m in the saddest form.
Each time I try to erase you from my heart, mind and soul, even if that little bit is alright but, to forget you, just for a moment, it is painful. Everything about me is pathetic, just like the person inside the mirror I see. That person inside the mirror, gave you as much love as I gave, they too, have to go through the pain, why must they take the same path as me? Why must they follow me? Can’t they just take a different path? Perhaps, I wouldn’t be in this state if the person inside the mirror took a different path from me.
Each day, I tell my heart a million sorry. I’m the one causing all the heartache. I know you, heart, also want to be loved, but all I gave you was heartaches. You know everyday I would wish to be with him, but quarrels comes out each time we meet, separation is bound to happen between us, and even a passerby can foretell our future.
From behind, a couple of steps back, I called your name, it feels like an echo, but this echo would never reach you, not today, not tomorrow, not forever.
Telling you how much I love you is useless; you would always brush me aside. After saying I love you for more than a million times, you would use simple words, telling me to forget you, we are not suitable, with that, we parted Didn’t our past occur to you? Can’t you remember our past happiness? How ruthless can you be?
I tried many ways to forget you, trying to hate you, saying you are bad, ruthless, and cruel, telling myself I have to erase you from my mind, saying you are no longer allowed inside my heart, but whenever I try to forget you, my heart punishes me, as if my heart was telling me I have to keep you inside my heart. Telling myself I can’t depend on our love, but I’ll still foolishly lean on you, letting you see my weak side.
Look at my reflection, does it resembles you? I realized, there is no different between us, I’m just like you, deeply in love, while you are just like me, madly in love, my heart remembers only you, Between the 2 of us, it is only you that shines, it is only you calling the shots, without you, I am nothing, but now, it is really the end.
I cried so hard, I called out for you; my heart yearns for you, while my mind only remembers you. I am still holding on to the past while you have already forgotten it all. No matter what I do, it is useless; we are no longer able to continue as lovers. You told me to continue living my life happily, but don’t you know? I can only live happily with you. Still, I believe one day, I can genuinely smile happily, even if I don’t have you by my side.
Trying hard to smile, tears started to fall, memories rushes through my head. Ironic as it is, people would always say, time heals everything, but definitely not for me. Even as time passes by, it would only worsen the pain, no matter how long I am given, I am still not healed from everything. If some day you come to love another person, you, heart, you would be able to forget this pain and live on happily, with that new love of yours.
It’s been 2 months; I can’t stand not being by your side, I would write a letter, read it or not, depends on fate.
Dear Kyu,
Is this really the end? Be it the end or not, I’m going to tell you exactly how I feel.
I feel terrible without you by my side, I’m not sure for you, but our past, I miss them so much.
If a second chance is given, let’s treasure it. Naïve as I am, I know it won’t happen. Our past is long forgotten by you…
I went to Kyu’s house, I place the letter on the ground and turned away to leave, but was grabbed by someone.
“What are you doing here?” I recognize the voice, it was your voice.
“I-I came to give you t-this letter.” I broke free and started running away.
It wasn’t long after when Kyu came running after me, I ran even faster this time; I don’t wish to listen to his harsh words anymore. Once is enough, it is too painful to go through the second time.
Suddenly I stopped, I didn’t know why, something inside of me told me I should stop. True enough, Kyu caught up.
“Listen to me.”
“I can’t, it’s too painful.” I covered my ears.
I felt warm lips on mine.
“Take this, I wanted to give this to you, but I didn’t have the courage, just when I finally found the courage I saw you.”
I took the letter and read.
Dear min,
I know everything is my fault, but would you give me another chance? Let’s treasure it together this time. I really need you min..
“You..”
“Let’s go home then.”
I nodded and we made our way back to our shared apartment.
All the quarrels are finally over, from now I would treasure you more than ever Kyu..
-fin-
How is this? (I got some help from a certain song’s lyrics, care to guess? :DD)
Comments are loved~~ :DDD ♥♥♥
And~
I would be on hiatus~
Because of school~ (I’ll come back with a fic, hopefully)
(If you want, I accept fanfiction request~ :DD)
I would be back maybe in a weeks time~ maybe earlier~~ :DDDD
So I have to put [The pain, the happiness] on hold. Sorry~ *bows*