Love hurts

Feb 16, 2010 12:23

Title: Love hurts
Pairing: Kyumin
Length: One shot
Rating: G
Summary: Kyuhyun: So, would you be mine?
Dedicated to: charlatan1018

They say love hurts, it's true.

-flashback-

One look is enough, I’ve always think its okay. Later on I realized, one look isn't enough for me anymore. I'm getting greedy. I want more. I want to look at you without being afraid that you'll think otherwise. I want to look at you without others looking at me in a weird way.

“We’ll get his number for you.”  Ryeowook told me. I wanted so much to stop him. I don't want the whole world to know about this. But, behind me, grabbing onto me was Hyukjae. He then told Donghae to go with Ryeowook. Hyukjae hugged me tight as if he was assuring me everything is going to be fine.

They came back with smiles on their faces and I wished there was a gigantic hole for me to jump in. The moment they passed my mobile phone back to me, I felt the vibration from my mobile phone and saw a name that I don't know.
'It's him~' Ryeowook chirped happily.

Receiver: 8*******
Erm, okay.. I'm Kyuhyun.

Kyuhyun.. his name is nice. I saved his name and replied to him. For the next few days we continued this cycle. His friends took notice and I've been hearing my name every single time I walk pass that group. We slowly start talking on MSN and we got closer.

Kyuhyun: Why did you choose me? I mean, there are others around the school that is way better than me..
Sungmin: Because you are you. You are different. You are not arrogant, not violent.
Kyuhyun: Do you want... my answer now?
Sungmin: yes please~
Kyuhyun: After I type finish everything then you type.

I kept my hand away from the keyboard while he typed.

Kyuhyun: Honestly, on the first day when your friends came to me asking for my number. I was shocked. I didn't know anybody would actually ask for my number. After knowing you, I actually felt differently. You are different from people that are from my class. You are very different from people I've met and know. You are very special to me.

Yes, I'm really shock and happy.

Kyuhyun: So, would you be mine?
Sungmin: mmhm.

-end of flashback-

I still remembered that day, 19 April. The very day we officially went out. We met for school the next day.There was an awkward silence between us, I wonder if you felt it too.
We would talk on the phone all night. Just listening to your voice is good enough. Listening to your voice right before I sleep allows me to have a better dream, do you know that?

Receiver: Kyuhyun
Please hear me out. I know you are still angry with me. Please know, I love you. I really love you. I don't know what did other people told you, please, believe me.

Receiver: Kyuhyun
Don't ignore me please. The break up wasn't my idea. Please.

Receiver: Kyuhyun
Don’t avoid me.

To: Kyuhyun
Give me time..

I can’t believe I replied to his message. But, if I don’t.. I might just regret it someday.

Receiver: Kyuhyun
I don’t have much time to give! So, please. Come to the empty classroom and hear me out before you decide what you want to do.

I sighed and took my things before heading to the spare classroom. It was a long walk from my class to the empty classroom.  I finally stepped into the empty classroom after awhile and saw roses everywhere. There was a heart made of flower petals on the floor. I admit that I’m really touched.

‘Please, my dear, forgive me.’
‘Can’t you see? We’re different! You are someone that should be really outstanding! You are good in everything!’
‘Can’t you see I don’t care? All I want is you!’ He grabbed my arm and pulled me into a hug. ‘I want to hug you tight like this.’
‘We’re really very different’
‘I don’t care’ He looked into my eyes. ‘Even if I everyone hates me just because of my decision today, I would handle it. I don’t care if they would hate me. I just don’t want them to hate you.’
‘They still would hate us, me, and you.’
‘We’ll face them, together. ‘
'Give me some time. Please. I still can't take the brea-'
'Forgive me. Forget about the past. Let's start all over again.'
'Can I trust you again?'
'Give me all your trust again and I'll prove to you.'

I still love you. I would continue to love you. I would use my love to cover all of your past mistakes and forgive you.

'Don't break my heart anymore.'
'I love you and happy 100th day'
'You counted?'
'Yes' He placed a soft kiss on my forehead.

-fin-

Happy 100th day, bb

kyumin, super junior, one shot

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