Memories
Title: Memories
Pairing: Kyumin
Length: Oneshot
Rating: G
Summary: It’s been so long since our break up. But until now I still can’t forget you.
It’s been so long since our break up. But until now I still can’t forget you. You chose someone else over me, you abandoned me and yet I’m still thinking of you. Few days ago shindong told me he saw you, he called for you but you didn’t reply him. Is it true you are back in Seoul? But it doesn’t matter anymore. If I were to see you once again I might fall for you again. But my heart is yearning for you. I decided to take a walk for fresh air instead of locking myself inside a room. Without myself knowing my legs took me back to my memory. I was at the same park we met, the same park you confessed the same park we dated, the same park we ended. Many things took place in this park. But will a miracle take place in this park? I sat at our usual spot, but things aren’t the same anymore, our feelings, and our life. From afar I saw someone looked like you, impossible I told myself. You won’t be here; you won’t appear in front of me. My eyes followed the shadow that looked like you, the person stopped in front of me. I didn’t have the courage to look up. I didn’t want to go through all the pain over again; a year of torture is long enough. I kept my eyes locked on the ground.
‘Why are you here?’ the voice, I recognize this voice. It was you after all, you did come, and you did appear in front of me.
‘Fresh air.’ I couldn’t think of anything to say, I avoided eye contact with you. The pain flashed in my mind, I wouldn’t want this over again, all I have to do is avoid eye contact and everything will be alright.
He remained silent.
‘Aren’t you supposed to be your lover?’ I asked breaking the silence
‘I came out for a walk but my legs brought me here.’
‘But why here? There are so many parks around.’
‘My legs just brought me here maybe because of the memories here.’
‘You still remember the past memories?’
‘I don’t fail my history minnie.’
He called my nickname. I felt happy he calls me Minnie. But maybe he just slipped his tongue.
‘Neither did I fail. But for the record, I scored higher then you.’ we laughed together.
It’s been so long since we cracked a joke and laugh together.
‘Does the past still bother you?’
I remained silent. I didn’t know what to reply to him. I can’t possibly tell him I have been suffering for the past one year.
‘The past, keeps coming to me, the memories, the laugher, your smile, your voice, you’re everything. My hearts yearn for them. Although it might not be possible anymore but I would still try. Will you forgive me Minnie? The past year has been a torture for me. Without you I felt empty, no matter how crowded the place is I still feel lonely. I came back because I miss you a lot Minnie. Forgive me?’
‘But what about that person you left me for?’
‘I didn’t have the time to explain to you, I wasn’t given the chance. I didn’t want you to feel hurt that’s why I chose the more cruel way. But since things are over, I’ll explain everything to you. Remember that day we were strolling along that road when a car came and took me my force inside?’
‘I nodded my head, remembering that scene. It sent shivers down my spine.
‘It was my dad. His company had a contract with another company. That company’s daughter took fancy on me and threatened if I don’t marry her she would cause trouble for my dad’s company and she would....’
He stopped. I waited patiently for him to continue.
‘She also said she would track you down cause trouble for you. I couldn’t let anything happen to you that’s why I had no choice but to give in. I told her I wasn’t prepared to get married so soon. I told her give me at least 2 years. I tired my best within these 2 years to break away from her. I gave her cold shoulders, treat her coldly. Finally a month ago she couldn’t take it any longer. She took the initiative to ask for a break up, at that very moment I felt very relieved. She then told me she knows she wouldn’t and couldn’t replace whoever was in my heart. So she decided to let me go.’
My head was spinning; I couldn’t take in anything kyu said anymore.
‘I... I forgive you kyu.’ I finally said before I fainted.
Too many things were going on in my mind, without sleep for so long; I wouldn’t take it any longer. I could hear kyu calling my name but I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t open my eyes. All I could do was, listen. My body still wasn’t getting any rest because I was focusing on listen to kyu.
‘minnie. Wake up! You have to wake up. I need you by my side. I didn’t have a chance to tell you just now, my feelings for you are still there, there were always there, from the start till the end.’
I gathered all my strength to squeeze kyu’s hand tightly. Hopefully he could understand what I wanted to tell him. But suddenly I felt very sleepy and fell asleep, I opened my eyes not knowing how long I have slept. I saw kyu, still holding my hand. I had my energy back, I have my strength back. I looked at kyu’s perfect face then suddenly he woke up.
‘you are awake.’
I smiled and said nothing. I realized there were still things I have yet to tell kyu.
‘you told me you left me for our sake, I was very touched. My feelings for you are still intact; they had never once left me. When shindong told me you were back in Seoul I had a glimpse of hope but dismissed them quickly because of the pain, now I really know miracles do happen.’
After I’m discharged from the hospital we went back to the same park, our park, the park that contains love, pain, loneness, memories and miracle.
-fin-
i failed again didn't i?
i didn't have my A week of Holiday file here so i couldn't continue ):
but, do leave a comment :D
Pairing: Kyumin
Length: Oneshot
Rating: G
Summary: It’s been so long since our break up. But until now I still can’t forget you.
It’s been so long since our break up. But until now I still can’t forget you. You chose someone else over me, you abandoned me and yet I’m still thinking of you. Few days ago shindong told me he saw you, he called for you but you didn’t reply him. Is it true you are back in Seoul? But it doesn’t matter anymore. If I were to see you once again I might fall for you again. But my heart is yearning for you. I decided to take a walk for fresh air instead of locking myself inside a room. Without myself knowing my legs took me back to my memory. I was at the same park we met, the same park you confessed the same park we dated, the same park we ended. Many things took place in this park. But will a miracle take place in this park? I sat at our usual spot, but things aren’t the same anymore, our feelings, and our life. From afar I saw someone looked like you, impossible I told myself. You won’t be here; you won’t appear in front of me. My eyes followed the shadow that looked like you, the person stopped in front of me. I didn’t have the courage to look up. I didn’t want to go through all the pain over again; a year of torture is long enough. I kept my eyes locked on the ground.
‘Why are you here?’ the voice, I recognize this voice. It was you after all, you did come, and you did appear in front of me.
‘Fresh air.’ I couldn’t think of anything to say, I avoided eye contact with you. The pain flashed in my mind, I wouldn’t want this over again, all I have to do is avoid eye contact and everything will be alright.
He remained silent.
‘Aren’t you supposed to be your lover?’ I asked breaking the silence
‘I came out for a walk but my legs brought me here.’
‘But why here? There are so many parks around.’
‘My legs just brought me here maybe because of the memories here.’
‘You still remember the past memories?’
‘I don’t fail my history minnie.’
He called my nickname. I felt happy he calls me Minnie. But maybe he just slipped his tongue.
‘Neither did I fail. But for the record, I scored higher then you.’ we laughed together.
It’s been so long since we cracked a joke and laugh together.
‘Does the past still bother you?’
I remained silent. I didn’t know what to reply to him. I can’t possibly tell him I have been suffering for the past one year.
‘The past, keeps coming to me, the memories, the laugher, your smile, your voice, you’re everything. My hearts yearn for them. Although it might not be possible anymore but I would still try. Will you forgive me Minnie? The past year has been a torture for me. Without you I felt empty, no matter how crowded the place is I still feel lonely. I came back because I miss you a lot Minnie. Forgive me?’
‘But what about that person you left me for?’
‘I didn’t have the time to explain to you, I wasn’t given the chance. I didn’t want you to feel hurt that’s why I chose the more cruel way. But since things are over, I’ll explain everything to you. Remember that day we were strolling along that road when a car came and took me my force inside?’
‘I nodded my head, remembering that scene. It sent shivers down my spine.
‘It was my dad. His company had a contract with another company. That company’s daughter took fancy on me and threatened if I don’t marry her she would cause trouble for my dad’s company and she would....’
He stopped. I waited patiently for him to continue.
‘She also said she would track you down cause trouble for you. I couldn’t let anything happen to you that’s why I had no choice but to give in. I told her I wasn’t prepared to get married so soon. I told her give me at least 2 years. I tired my best within these 2 years to break away from her. I gave her cold shoulders, treat her coldly. Finally a month ago she couldn’t take it any longer. She took the initiative to ask for a break up, at that very moment I felt very relieved. She then told me she knows she wouldn’t and couldn’t replace whoever was in my heart. So she decided to let me go.’
My head was spinning; I couldn’t take in anything kyu said anymore.
‘I... I forgive you kyu.’ I finally said before I fainted.
Too many things were going on in my mind, without sleep for so long; I wouldn’t take it any longer. I could hear kyu calling my name but I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t open my eyes. All I could do was, listen. My body still wasn’t getting any rest because I was focusing on listen to kyu.
‘minnie. Wake up! You have to wake up. I need you by my side. I didn’t have a chance to tell you just now, my feelings for you are still there, there were always there, from the start till the end.’
I gathered all my strength to squeeze kyu’s hand tightly. Hopefully he could understand what I wanted to tell him. But suddenly I felt very sleepy and fell asleep, I opened my eyes not knowing how long I have slept. I saw kyu, still holding my hand. I had my energy back, I have my strength back. I looked at kyu’s perfect face then suddenly he woke up.
‘you are awake.’
I smiled and said nothing. I realized there were still things I have yet to tell kyu.
‘you told me you left me for our sake, I was very touched. My feelings for you are still intact; they had never once left me. When shindong told me you were back in Seoul I had a glimpse of hope but dismissed them quickly because of the pain, now I really know miracles do happen.’
After I’m discharged from the hospital we went back to the same park, our park, the park that contains love, pain, loneness, memories and miracle.
-fin-
i failed again didn't i?
i didn't have my A week of Holiday file here so i couldn't continue ):
but, do leave a comment :D