The pain, the happiness [1/2]
Title: The pain, the happiness
Pairing: kyumin, Eunmin|friendship
Length: Two shot
Rating: G
Summary: Ever since that day, I told myself not to let anybody into my heart ever again.
‘How can you still think of him when he harshly brushed you away?’ hyukie know who and what I’m thinking. We have been friends for so long, from birth, we are fated to know each other. He was right, how can I still think of him when he brushed me away harshly? He, the one once love truly and deeply, betrayed my love. Ever since that day, I told myself not to let anybody into my heart ever again.
*flashback*
‘Let’s break up, I know you are not happy being with me.’
I read the message in shock and in pain, I laughed at my stupidity, I though of what hyukie said
‘Rumors say he is a playboy. Are you sure you still want to be with him?’
‘As you said rumors, they are not true; furthermore, he doesn’t look like one.’ I told hyukie with a smile
*end of flashback*
At that time, I though by believing him wholeheartedly, nothing would happen, I was wrong. The thing I feared most eventually came, the relationship didn’t last for long, I have to admit I was happy being with him, I felt happiness but the happiness lasted only for the first two weeks, everything went downslide after the first two weeks. Is being happy a crime? I would always ask myself that. I wasn’t granted much happiness expect for happiness from friends.
‘Yah! Continue daydreaming and we will be late for the next lesson.’
‘I... never mind, let’s go for our next lessons’ I showed a smile
‘Your smile, it’s very fake, I can sense something is wrong with you. Just tell me what is wrong.’
‘It’s no longer important’ I smiled, half dragging hyukie
‘LEE SUNGMIN’
‘What? You don’t have to let the whole world know my name hyukie.’
‘Tell me what is wrong with you.’
‘Really, nothing is wrong with me. ‘
‘I don’t believe you. Is it about him again?’
‘I..’
‘You can’t fool me.’
‘The past, keeps coming back to hunt me. No matter how hard I tried to put the past aside, they just keep coming back.’
‘It’s all in the past, don’t think of it anymore.’ He hugged me tightly, I felt my tears are threatening to flow, I held them back, I’ve cried way too much for him.
The start of another boring day in school, I can’t do much in school, expect going to the last classroom at the far end of this level, it’s been empty for so long, I’ve been using it for so long. Today suddenly the teacher came in with another student, he is tall, lean, good looking and smart
‘He will be your new classmate, he is younger so don’t bully him. He is coming to this class is because of his intelligence, he skipped 2 years. Introduce yourself’ the teacher stepped back to let the new student introduce himself
‘Kyuhyun, Cho kyuhyun.’ He didn’t say much, only his name and walking to a empty seat beside me. I seriously wonder why must he sit beside me, the other end of the class also has empty seat. I quickly brushed away all my thoughts, remembering the pain from him.
Trying to be friendly I turned to him ‘hello, I’m Sungmin, lee Sungmin’ he smiled and turns back to his books. Now I know why it’s possible for him to skip 2 years ahead. Without knowing, my legs brought me to the empty classroom again. But this time it isn’t empty, kyuhyun was inside.
‘Kyuhyun? Why are you here?’
‘I though this place was empty so I decided to spend some peaceful time here’
‘You like peace. Unfortunately, this school has very little empty spot.’
‘I agree with you. Sungmin hyung, why are you here? Don’t tell me you also need some peaceful time alone?’
‘Bingo!’
‘But you are always so bubbly, happy, and lively.’
‘Being bubbly, happy, lively doesn’t mean I don’t have troubles. Doesn’t mean I don’t need peaceful time’ I smiled
‘Troubles? Is something wrong with you hyung?’
‘Nothing. It’s just my past’
‘do you need an listening ear?’
I sat there, slowly telling him my story, my feelings, my thoughts.
‘hyung..’
‘ahh, I feel so much better now. Thank you kyuhyun ah. And, can I just call you kyu? It’s much easier and closer’
‘you are very welcome hyung, go ahead. I have something to ask’
‘what is it kyu?’
‘how can you continue being so happy when you went through all that? He brushed you away like that.’
‘it’s for hyukie. I don’t want him to be worried.’
Chapter 2
-TBC-
i can't think anymore! sorry for the shortness! *runs and hide*
if possible i would update tomorrow! but maybe not, school..
i had trouble writing sungmin's past, it actually happened to me. so, i was thinking if i can change my part of story to a happy ending for kyumin. i'm still stuck in my past
comments are loved! ♥
Pairing: kyumin, Eunmin|friendship
Length: Two shot
Rating: G
Summary: Ever since that day, I told myself not to let anybody into my heart ever again.
‘How can you still think of him when he harshly brushed you away?’ hyukie know who and what I’m thinking. We have been friends for so long, from birth, we are fated to know each other. He was right, how can I still think of him when he brushed me away harshly? He, the one once love truly and deeply, betrayed my love. Ever since that day, I told myself not to let anybody into my heart ever again.
*flashback*
‘Let’s break up, I know you are not happy being with me.’
I read the message in shock and in pain, I laughed at my stupidity, I though of what hyukie said
‘Rumors say he is a playboy. Are you sure you still want to be with him?’
‘As you said rumors, they are not true; furthermore, he doesn’t look like one.’ I told hyukie with a smile
*end of flashback*
At that time, I though by believing him wholeheartedly, nothing would happen, I was wrong. The thing I feared most eventually came, the relationship didn’t last for long, I have to admit I was happy being with him, I felt happiness but the happiness lasted only for the first two weeks, everything went downslide after the first two weeks. Is being happy a crime? I would always ask myself that. I wasn’t granted much happiness expect for happiness from friends.
‘Yah! Continue daydreaming and we will be late for the next lesson.’
‘I... never mind, let’s go for our next lessons’ I showed a smile
‘Your smile, it’s very fake, I can sense something is wrong with you. Just tell me what is wrong.’
‘It’s no longer important’ I smiled, half dragging hyukie
‘LEE SUNGMIN’
‘What? You don’t have to let the whole world know my name hyukie.’
‘Tell me what is wrong with you.’
‘Really, nothing is wrong with me. ‘
‘I don’t believe you. Is it about him again?’
‘I..’
‘You can’t fool me.’
‘The past, keeps coming back to hunt me. No matter how hard I tried to put the past aside, they just keep coming back.’
‘It’s all in the past, don’t think of it anymore.’ He hugged me tightly, I felt my tears are threatening to flow, I held them back, I’ve cried way too much for him.
The start of another boring day in school, I can’t do much in school, expect going to the last classroom at the far end of this level, it’s been empty for so long, I’ve been using it for so long. Today suddenly the teacher came in with another student, he is tall, lean, good looking and smart
‘He will be your new classmate, he is younger so don’t bully him. He is coming to this class is because of his intelligence, he skipped 2 years. Introduce yourself’ the teacher stepped back to let the new student introduce himself
‘Kyuhyun, Cho kyuhyun.’ He didn’t say much, only his name and walking to a empty seat beside me. I seriously wonder why must he sit beside me, the other end of the class also has empty seat. I quickly brushed away all my thoughts, remembering the pain from him.
Trying to be friendly I turned to him ‘hello, I’m Sungmin, lee Sungmin’ he smiled and turns back to his books. Now I know why it’s possible for him to skip 2 years ahead. Without knowing, my legs brought me to the empty classroom again. But this time it isn’t empty, kyuhyun was inside.
‘Kyuhyun? Why are you here?’
‘I though this place was empty so I decided to spend some peaceful time here’
‘You like peace. Unfortunately, this school has very little empty spot.’
‘I agree with you. Sungmin hyung, why are you here? Don’t tell me you also need some peaceful time alone?’
‘Bingo!’
‘But you are always so bubbly, happy, and lively.’
‘Being bubbly, happy, lively doesn’t mean I don’t have troubles. Doesn’t mean I don’t need peaceful time’ I smiled
‘Troubles? Is something wrong with you hyung?’
‘Nothing. It’s just my past’
‘do you need an listening ear?’
I sat there, slowly telling him my story, my feelings, my thoughts.
‘hyung..’
‘ahh, I feel so much better now. Thank you kyuhyun ah. And, can I just call you kyu? It’s much easier and closer’
‘you are very welcome hyung, go ahead. I have something to ask’
‘what is it kyu?’
‘how can you continue being so happy when you went through all that? He brushed you away like that.’
‘it’s for hyukie. I don’t want him to be worried.’
Chapter 2
-TBC-
i can't think anymore! sorry for the shortness! *runs and hide*
if possible i would update tomorrow! but maybe not, school..
i had trouble writing sungmin's past, it actually happened to me. so, i was thinking if i can change my part of story to a happy ending for kyumin. i'm still stuck in my past
comments are loved! ♥