Orlando/Bill Dynamic Part 6
Had an epiphany or sorts yesterday driving home. Two actually. Went to read cheesecake pr0n at work, boss in Europe, have office all to myself, didn't do a lick of work, especially not when new cheesecake has appeared. Got all hot and bothered . Got REALLY hot and bothered and decided, what the hell, I am going to wank off in the bathroom. Am almost there, am almost there and I don't know what in the hell I did (well, I sort of do) but the automatic flush went off and I almost FUCKING EUNUCHED MYSELF (if such a thing is possible). And I did not get off. I possibly might not get off for an entire month. I am still traumatized. So, epiphany no. 1 is as follows: do NOT, I repeat, do not wank off in bathrooms with automatic flush units. I suffered so that you won't have to.
Second epiphany. That perhaps the funadmental tie between Bill and Orlando (and I am missing them, the dynamic between the two of them is my favorite dynamic of all) is because Orlando is the only one who knows that Bill is a cop. AND HE DOESN'T CARE. Bill doesn't seem to twig to this yet. Granted Bill is rather occupied, what with Keira's fingers massaged his ass fit to beat the band right now. Having said that, Bill's angst about who he is and what he is doing at DBY and the certainty (in his mind) that the people he loves and is learning to love (but not all in a pervy way, Johnny and Nic) will hate him when they find out what he is up to is escalating, but Orlando knows and still, and I think I can say this, loves him. And while everyone around him recognizes this real friendship that exists between them (Johnny comes to him for advice because he's Bill's "best friend"), Bill is still clueless about what it is that ties him to Orlando. For all his intelligence. It's as simple as, Yes, I know who and what you are and it's okay. Don't we all want that?
Perhaps Orlando is Bill's lifeline in all this.
Second epiphany. That perhaps the funadmental tie between Bill and Orlando (and I am missing them, the dynamic between the two of them is my favorite dynamic of all) is because Orlando is the only one who knows that Bill is a cop. AND HE DOESN'T CARE. Bill doesn't seem to twig to this yet. Granted Bill is rather occupied, what with Keira's fingers massaged his ass fit to beat the band right now. Having said that, Bill's angst about who he is and what he is doing at DBY and the certainty (in his mind) that the people he loves and is learning to love (but not all in a pervy way, Johnny and Nic) will hate him when they find out what he is up to is escalating, but Orlando knows and still, and I think I can say this, loves him. And while everyone around him recognizes this real friendship that exists between them (Johnny comes to him for advice because he's Bill's "best friend"), Bill is still clueless about what it is that ties him to Orlando. For all his intelligence. It's as simple as, Yes, I know who and what you are and it's okay. Don't we all want that?
Perhaps Orlando is Bill's lifeline in all this.