I'm home for break finally. A little bit of time to sleep in late, if nothing else. I have a few people I'd like to see, but I really don't want to drive... like, ever again. These six hour car trips by myself are maddening ( Read more... )

crappy night again. mostly my own fault. I want to be held...

Barnum went completely excellent tonight. I can honestly say that for the first time, I really looked out at the audience and took it in that they were applauding for me. I've always felt like they were applauding for everyone else on stage, and I was just bowing along, but tonight... those claps hit home. After my soul and our final number, and ( Read more... )

I love costume changes (sarcasm). In a span of ten minutes, I do this...

Clown
Stratton
Clown
Stratton
Clown
TownsFolk
Clown

I hate those shoes.

All right, I'll update. I try really, really hard not to present myself as emo in LineJournal, but it was a horrible day, and I can't resist ( Read more... )

Barnum in a week, and I'm super excited, but super freaked. I want so badly for this show to come together. And some nights, I have such a great singing voice, and others it's just... blah. I still have a long way to go in my voice lessons. But, once I get this fully memorized, it'll come together, and I can deal with learning "why" at some later ( Read more... )

I hate double edged swords ( Read more... )

Oblivion, in like... two weeks. There goes my life.

Well, I'm going to admit it right off the bat... I really could be much more excited about the way that audition went. My second piece got cut off, and she was so nice overall that it was hard to gauge what was honest interest and what was mundane flattery. She laughed a lot during the first piece though, so I suppose that's a good sign. All I can ( Read more... )

Freaking out, but excited as hell. Tomorrow at 2, I'm going to be in a tall building in Manhattan, standing in front of a committee of judges who are going to decide if I really have what it takes to be a student of the NYU theater program. I've got four minutes to present two monologues, one serious and one comedy, and to show them that I can ( Read more... )