well i got my hur did today and it looks amazing thanks to my girlfriend. and i hate when i call people back and no one is there to answer my call...i love you anyway crys hahaha. i hate the freaking rain. it seriously sucks, i freakin lost it tonight on the freeway and called the one person i could think of...he didnt answer, but he did call back ( Read more... )

good news, no exams today. But now i have 2 on friday...its neverending. And once again i got no sleep because things keep me awake at night. I took today off work because i have a ridiculous migraine and i am going to hangout with brandon and carl and go to buffalo xchange to turn in all my awful clothes that were either a) never worn, or b) i ( Read more... )

6am - wakeup ( Read more... )

Had a bad day, don't talk to me ( Read more... )

so everyone says "im happy" and "i live for today" and im calling bullshit on a lots of those people! Too many people are concerned with tomorrow and next week and what every other damn person in this world thinks of them. That used to be me. But not anymore because i've had a huge fucking wakeup call and i've realized i only need nice positive ( Read more... )

When will people learn that being angry is such a waste of time? Not to mention very emotionally draining. And trust me i know! I spent a very long time being angry at people and the only person it affected was me. But in all actuality, im angry right now. Angry that the person i care about expects me to just be ok with the fact that he thinks im ( Read more... )

so i've recommitted myself to school and needless to say it's quite boring...i'd much rather sleep then go to classes about government or political statistics. Speaking of political statistics,i had an exam in that class today and i think i completely falied it, go me! I guess thats what happens when you don't go to class? Despite the fact that ( Read more... )

Anyway, so my face is still messed up and my best friend is being a loser so im staying in tonight. Why is it that every little thing pisses me off about this situation yet im the one who created it? And the fact that it's my doing pisses me off even more? If your in on this situation you know exactly what im talking about...grrrrr

i hate the rain..there is nothing i can think of that is good about it...and it gives me anxiety attacks. So i woke up this morning and my face is like infected from a bug bite and its really gross so i didnt go to work because one side of my face is swollen and i look like a total freak. And i got my hair cut yesterday and it's a hair too short so ( Read more... )

so i had to go to my first "session" today, and im sorry but when did surrounding someone who's fucked up with a bunch of other fucked up people become an accepted means of "help"...just wondering?