sometimes I look back on nice things I said or wrote to you, and think to myself, "How could I have ever meant that?"

I know that if I need someone, there are people there for me. They are genuinely there for me. It's not fake like my life used to be. I help them as much as I can in return. Aside from them, I need no one. I want no one ( Read more... )

(1) Rocky Horror Picture Show ( Read more... )

12 hours left in the cold ( Read more... )

codependency is an issue I am glad I don't have.

I think there are people that need to see this, so I'm going to write it:

If there is one single solitary thing that I have learned this year which I value over anything, it's that people need to make their own mistakes in order to realize it's wrong. You can tell them your thoughts and opinions, but it's not up to you to judge them on their ( Read more... )

I am an inconsistent person.

While it's good to know weaknesses and to learn to either change them or accept them.... this one just gets me.

And.... I miss erin. I don't quite know why, but today especially. I want to go visit her and forget about the future and all it entails.

I'm beginning to realize that there is no possible way in all hell that I will be able to see even half the people I want to before I head off to Florida. I already missed so many from school. Now there are so many from home that I know it will happen to as well. I have so much to get done in the next two weeks. I'm working, but not nearly enough ( Read more... )

I just want to sing. Forever and always.

I'm starting to realize that just being there is enough for me.

There's no need for pictures. No need for words.

Just memories. Pure memories.

Why should I need anything more than that? It never used to be. I'm going back to the simpler times and I will enjoy it that way. Just like that.

::sigh::

so. it's 5:12 in the morning. Do you know where YOUR uniform manager is?

Yeah. that's right. hanging out in the band apts.

With Jackie Sly and Courtney Beard.

We also made a trip to cumby's.

This has been an interesting night. With lots of non-paper-writing.

Boo to that. I need to go do that.