Happy Chrismachanikwanzika!

(Yes, I heard that on the radio. Isn't it FANTASTIC?!)

Well, I'm definitely over the finals-week hump. I took a joke of a final on Monday, which was a nice little warm-up for the torture I endured next: the most difficult, writing-intensive exam of my life. I feel pretty good about it ( Read more... )

Quick update:

The Attorney General's office wants me four days a week starting in January. (My security clearance came out clean.)

Submitting all kinds of art and writings to PERSONA magazine for publishing. (If they like my stuff)

Lunch with Grandpa tomorrow at Bisonwitches. (Huzzah!)

Semester is almost over. (Thank GOD)

More later...

EVERYONE: PLEASE DON'T JUST READ THE FOLLOWING, BUT REFLECT ON IT AND ACT - (And let me know what you think, your opinions, etc ( Read more... )

I think I just had an epiphany. At 3:17 AM. It would have drastic ramifications on my life, education, and career. I want to, but I don't know. Can I? Should I? Is it even worth it? Should I press on? So many questions abound, and I just don't know.

Well, shite. It started out with some sinus drainage and a slightly sore throat, but it's official. I'm SICK sick. I really wanted to go see the AZ Supreme Court at school today, but I felt like dying instead, so I stayed in bed. Horrible timing. But I guess getting sick is always at a bad time. I haven't been SICK sick in a LONG time though, so I ( Read more... )

So, maybe it's a sign. Maybe I'm not supposed to love. That's simple enough. Perhaps my existence is purposed for that eternal struggle that shall end in vain: I desire to love and be loved alike. I cannot help but be skeptical about the possibility of being cared for as much as I care for someone else. Pain is what I am enveloped by, and so it has ( Read more... )

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( Thanks Ella, but I should be sleeping... )

Depressed and completely overwhelmed. I can't seem to catch up on my schoolwork. Somehow, I am pulling some damned good grades, but I feel like that's all going to end in the next few weeks. I want to take a break and lay off all of the work that I've been doing, but in actuality, I'm not doing enough. How is that even possible?! I've been busting ( Read more... )