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alive... Dealing with Joseph and Going My Own Way
Well I apologize because I have disappeared for a couple months. I haven't talked to anyone really unless you initiated the convo when my prepaid cell phone was on. I now have a new # and its Verizon plan (NO MORE PREPAID!!!) 201-956-3984. I haven't been online as much, at least when I am on to check, I am usually on AOL using invisible mode so ( Read more... ) -
can't sleep
Everything in my life is running through my head. Life sucks and I am having a hard time with it lately. I don't even know what to do to sleep and I gotta be up at 6:30 to shower and get ready for work. HELP! -
cant sleep peacefully
I keep falling asleep and waking up like an hour or a 1/2 hour later... seems the only time I sleep anymore is when my hunni is holding me (or me holding her).... Well I got a car at least I found someone with a car and I am getting it sunday.. I am starting to move things into my new place tomorrow... thats right NEW place haha.. Moving in with ( Read more... ) -
I found my home
In my Lisa's arms.. only way to fall asleep =) -
I want a baby
I do. After dinner with Erica and her daughter last night, I decided that I can't wait to be a daddy. I guess I am going to have to though hahaha =) -
Can't sleep
This is becoming a habit it seems.... can't sleep and I have to be up early to catch the bus to work. My mind doesn't stop thinking about life, work, etc... wish I had answers, wish I were stronger. Wish I knew what to make of it, and I wish I wouldn't keep myself up over it ( Read more... ) -
The world is a stage... and some of us are just bad actors....
Well it was a long drive home of just thinking about random bull shit. It seems thats Tuesday has become one big joke amongst some people, others took it the wrong way, and apparently no one really understands any of it ( Read more... ) -
Im buying my girlfriend a shirt that says I'm with Stupid.....
I want to apologize for last night.......... I realize how lucky I am to be with someone who continually put up wiht me when I do stupid stupid shit ( Read more... ) -
Holiday Boo Hoo
Its 8:34pm and I am sitting here in the dark of my room only the glow of the christmas tree slightly sheds light on the depression I feel at the moment... I don't even know what the problem is.. It could be left overs from last night when I was very upset that Christmas Eve was basically a joke.. only my grandmother and Aunt were able to come. ( Read more... )
