Where have I been?

[dcs8trgurl]

Wow! Its truly been months since I last wrote in here and told everyone what have been up to. Same old really. Been working full-time and doing the same with school. I am about 8 months away from getting associates in Journalism. I am so excited. Finally i am doing something with my life. This time last year, I was in love with someone, and

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hey

[graphixgrrl20]

I know I haven't made the initiative, just as it seems you haven't. I have to be honest...I heard a lot of shit come out of your mouth about what happened and when I spoke to you last it seemed as if you sealed it with a cement block, that you just didn't care about what was going on with me. I miss you, yes. You are my best friend, the one I talked to about everything, but i feel replaced. I know that she could never take my place, but sometimes I wonder if you tell her the same things you tell me. I wish we had some quality time together. I was always there for you for anything you needed me for...even in ohio..when you called at 3am, I jumped in my car, just for you. I love you...you are a big part of my life...and now..I feel like I was jeopardized..not important enough to hang on to. Easily replaced. I miss laughing so hard we nearly piss ourselves. I miss our random drives around to get out of the house. I miss us sleeping over with eachother and watching out for one another at the bar. I miss you

Re: hey

[dcs8trgurl]

Believe me, I do care and I do miss you and I am sorry if my head is in other places. Whatever you heard is probably not the truth. Especially if your source is Cerene. Lets just face it that girl hates me and she is done with me and I am over it. I am sorry if I did not show you that I cared, because I really do and I am sorry if thats not how it seems. We really should plan on some one on one soon, because I do worry about you, and you aren't being replaced in anyway shape or form, I just have had a few things in my life change and I just need you to understand that its nothing personal. with all the cerene drama, I kinda backed away. i was pissed at the world cause no one wanted to take my side, and everyone was on her's but lord knows in that circumstance if they would have been it they would have been pissed too. Like I am said I am over the drama. I love you Tiffany and I do miss you and I too wish I could call you more, I am running working 35 hours a week and doing work at school...it sucks and I am sorry if you feel