school is wonderful besides having a gimp hand, and writing at 3rd grade level. other then that i love school, and i love how grand life is ( Read more... )

So, I am completely exhausted ( Read more... )

As usual I am not doing too well with this updating stuff. I have started to give up on the Livejoural. A lot has happened since I last wrote...school is getting closer and closer, and work is getting stressful. Luckily I have had the whole weekend off, which Tiffany managed to talk me into going camping yesterday. I just got back and I am ( Read more... )

Wow, its been awhile since I last updated, and I am sorry its been so long. I am still working at Starbucks, and soon will be attending school full time to get my Associates of Applied Science in Business Management, so I have a long year ahead of me. I was awarded a large sum of money from Financial Aid so that I could attend this year. I will ( Read more... )

There is so much that has happened since this year has started, and truly there some things that I wish I never would have gotten myself into. I have never felt so lonely as I do right now. I thought I had friends, but all them folks betrayed me, and I just have to simply let it go ( Read more... )

I sit here and wish she was here with me...and I know that she still cares just by what she says to me on the phone. I hate knowing so many things...
I hate not having her...it makes me angry. I know she is the one for me, but its for her to find that out...not for me to show her.

I still miss her. I talked to her for a minute. I miss her more and more each day. I don't know what she wants from me. I need her I guess..but she doesn't need me, its plain to see. I will wait...like the dumb fuck that I am.

Time passes and I still think of her...

God...I still miss her, and its been like 5 days since i have seen her. its kinda weird not being by her side anymore. she was my best friend and my lover, and i still feel like a part of me needs her. I will always love her with all my heart, but i cannot hurt anymore...its just not fair. i can only wish that someday she will be mine again... ( Read more... )

i swore today i wouldn't miss her...but i do. i know all this happening for the better, but its a matter of time before we see that...and i am having a hard time just shaking her. i am ok. my buddy is coming back home from ohio, and i have a great job and i can make friends easily, but what the hell is my deal ( Read more... )