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[natural_violet]

All you need is love, love...

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Poor thing could do with some lovings right now.

[god_in_green]

[Curled up in a ball under a tree.]

5. And I'm sorry

[archer_in_green]

Connor makes a magic bellflower grow right near Tamas. It chimes softly in the breeze as he comes to sit next to him. "You do not seem well today, little flower."

I hoped Hawke would find him. Why sorry? You have nothing to be sorry for.

[god_in_green]

[Tamas looks at the flower with tear-stained eyes, sobbing as it withers at his touch. There too much pain in him right now and his abilities are all out of balance.] I'm poison. Even the plants know that.

because I'm crying and Jason is getting drunk, such a wonderful mess

[archer_in_green]

"You're not poison. You're heartsick. My poor little flower, has your lover displeased you?" Connor pets Tamas hair, curling closer to him.

You and me both. Our boys are both so stubbon. *hug* love you

[god_in_green]

He hates me. He regrets ever touching me, ever loving me. [He leans into the elf's touch.] He was my first but... [he sob softly, falling into Hawke's arms.]

They are. Love you too

[archer_in_green]

"Beautiful little flower, how could anyone regret loving you?" Connor certainly wouldn't regret it. But he tries to push that aside as he cuddles Tamas closer.

[god_in_green]

[Tamas buries his face in Hawke's neck, feels the elf's interest. As hurt as he is, it warms his heart like a ray of sunlight on a cold day.] His heart belonged to someone else but he left and now he can't love me no matter how much I give.

[archer_in_green]

"Only time mends broken hearts. You could give him the moon and still he will take time to heal." Connor rests his hand on Tamas chest. "You will take time to mend as well. The gifts of love can only make the time pass more bearablely, but thet cannot shorten it." Connor nuzzles Tamas ear, uncertain if he should offer... maybe not just yet.

[god_in_green]

I don't have the moon. All I have is myself but I'm not enough. I'd wait for him if he asked me to but now he hates me for it.

[He gives a soft little shiver as Hawke nuzzles his ear.] Gifts of love? [He asks, a little breathless.]

[archer_in_green]

"No one could hate you, sweet flower." Connor sighs his breath kissing across Tamas' ear. "The gifts of love: the pleasure of flesh, the softness of skin, the sweetness of a kiss. It will not mend what is broken, but it would ease the lonely hurt." Connor nuzzles Tamas again, his breath quickening. "I would bring you such gifts if you desired. I would sing your body to such hieghts you would forget your aching heart for just a moment."

[god_in_green]

[Tamas pants, tilting his head back to give Hawke greater access. He shivers at the sweet promises, feeling the elf's desire wash over him. Part of him knows he should pull away, that now isn't the time but... his heart is broken and his body ablaze with need. He steals a hand up to stroke Hawke's sunlight mane] I have nothing to give you in return. I'm only...me.

[archer_in_green]

"You are everything, my little flower, my springtime brother, my sweet friend." Connor kisses Tamas' pale throat, unable to resist any longer. "I seek no gift, save the pleasures of your company."

[god_in_green]

[Tamas whimpers, clinging to Hawke as he shivers with passion.] I...I don't... I don't want to hurt you too. I can't bear for anyone else to hate me. [He shifts, moving almost to the point of climbing into Hawke's lap.] Promise you won't hate me if wanting this?

[archer_in_green]

"I could not hate you for wanting this, not when I desire it as well. Sweet brother, let me love you as you should be loved, freely and joyously."

[god_in_green]

[Part of Tamas hates the thought that he once believed Jason loved him freely too but he pushes the pain aside and leans in to press his lips softly, hesitantly, still afraid he'll be pushed away.]

[archer_in_green]

Connor hums softly against Tamas' lips, his fingers tracing through his hair. It's hard for him to see past his own desires right now, truly he does want to help Tamas, but right now his mind is clouded with need.