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[god_in_green]

Not sure who I am anymore.

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[archer_in_green]

Hawke pulls Tamas' head into his lap and pets his hair. "You will always be my little flower."

[bad_wolf_in_red]

Jason leaves the cover of the trees and comes to crouch beside Tamas. He takes a moment to study his face, waiting for him to notice him. It's been hard for him to watch Tamas talk to all his friends, but he knows they'll tell Tamas the truths he needs to hear.

[god_in_green]

[Tamas opens his eyes slowly, a little startled to see Jason there. His shields were so tight all he felt was the calm that being near his mate brings. He leans forward, burying his face in Jason's neck, his eyes still red.] I love you. I'm sorry.

[bad_wolf_in_red]

Jason enfolds Tim in his arms, nuzzling his hair. "I love you too, though I don't know why you're apologizing."

[god_in_green]

For being lost again. For not coming to you first. [He knows Jason can smell everyone on him, including the brotherly kiss he shared with Hawke.]

[He leans back to look up into Jason's deep eyes.] I need you, Jason. I need you to keep watch over me. I'm scared my powers will lead me back into the darkness. I need you to keep me from falling.

[bad_wolf_in_red]

"You needed to hear their advice. My promises would sound hollow without it." He pulls Tamas into a deep kiss, licking the taste of the elf off his lips.

"I'll always watch over you, no matter what happens. You won't fall. I saved you from the demon once, and if I have to do it a thousand times more, I'll always come for you."

[god_in_green]

[Tamas moans as the kiss breaks through his shields, shattering him with the heat of Jason's love.] Thank you. Thank you so much!

I... there's something else. There's more I need to ask of you. [He takes a deep breath, trying to find the right words and failing.] I need you...I need sex. It... it keeps me strong. [He shakes his head, its coming out all wrong.] I think part of what Pan left me is... is that I feed off sexual energy. No, that's not the right way to say it... it's like sunlight to a plant... to me. [He sighs, frustrated by his own inarticulateness.]

[bad_wolf_in_red]

"I know. I've seen the way it makes you glow. You always seem healthier after we've been together." He nuzzles Tamas, nipping at his ear.

[god_in_green]

[Tamas whimpers and exposes his throat to his mate.] I'm sorry. [How stupid of him to think Jason wouldn't know.] I know I can be needy sometimes. Please... please? [He's not even sure what it is he's asking for - forgiveness, understanding, more.]

[bad_wolf_in_red]

Jason scrapes his teeth over Tamas' neck, pulling him into his lap. "I like you needy. I want you writhing, and begging for more."

[god_in_green]

[Tamas moans breathlessly, straddling Jason's lap and pressing close.] I can't help it. When I'm with you, all I want to do is beg and plead and need. Please? There's a sheltered grove not far from here. I need you now.

[bad_wolf_in_red]

Jason stands, carrying Tamas to the secluded grove he guides them to. He lays him back on the soft grass, taking a moment to enjoy how lovely he looks with the dappled sunlight shining on him.

{{If you'll join me else where.}}