my life sucks. i hate my family. i hate myself. is anyone there to help me? idk what i need i dont know how to express what im feeling right now but if you feel like helping me out? talk to me please.

lol i called kelsey last night at midnight and she was sleeping...im sorry lol well today im leaving nicks at 4 and our concerts at 6 woohoo!

yeah so i just went out to get my hawthorne ticket. a whopping $12.50. jill i hope u make sure theres room for andy in our car because he is coming. i got some subway, it was really good. andy just sprayed me with some dusting stuff and now i smell like alcohol, i dont think im doing anything tonight so i might even call up my good buddy nick.

I just got back from soccer practice and im tired
we won the scrimmage..8 teams-fuckin awesome
see jill helped me out with the live journal deal
isnt this shit hott?
i think it is
thanks Jill <33
kels <33

i had a decent day today
ive got to read the stupid great gatsby book
dance dance revolution is hott
i still <3 jill

kelsey too <33

i think ive finally figured it out
me and jill can only be friends
but as long as were close friends
im fine with that now and i dont
want to ruin anything, and i expect
nothing more from jill

LilCronkey38: I love u sooo much..ur the best friend i could ask 4!..lol...well i love all my friends but no1 says nethin like u do 2 me lol
cantTouchDis138: :-) i try to be the best
LilCronkey38: aww u dont need 2 try

ok today just sucked all around
it was cold walking home.
ok my new goal is to put something about jill in every entry
lol I <3 jill

wow today ive lost jills trust..thanks everyone:)

YOOOO jills pimp
i just made this...this will probably be my only entry
if you care to know more about my day
u can instant message me..

p.s.

I <3 JILL 4L