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ddam

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Jan 31, 2006 18:32

I have a strange feeling that by tonight i may want to die. i think the ideas that crystal isn't going to be my friend, and that my grandfather is going to pass away soon have effected me a lot lately. turns out my grandfather can't have the surgery he needs. right now i feel like crying. i feel shame, and guilt. because i know that if i weren't so ( Read more... )

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paisley1 February 1 2006, 04:07:44 UTC

"If you're in Hell, keep going."--Winston Churchhill

I'm praying for you and your grandpa.

ddam February 1 2006, 04:18:38 UTC

thank you very much.

depthcharge174 February 5 2006, 12:47:05 UTC

I'm not very good at commenting on serious situations in your life like this one. I just want you to know that I read your entries and I feel for you. I even pray for you the rare times that I remember to pray. You're alright, Mike.

ddam February 12 2006, 20:44:22 UTC

thank you, that means more than a lot to me.

My favorite of your posts anonymous March 4 2006, 10:49:31 UTC

I feel the same way. I have give myself this same solitude. I was still attracted to girls. Im learning to let go. it is very hard. Its been over a year since she left me. My mind is still confused. The idea of falling in love is still to powerful for me to enjoy.
izaac aka bed