i feel so spread out. will someone sweep me off my feet and into the dustpan?

i will recollect myself.

And you wonder why people laugh at you when you say you like another girl? Have you not yet realized that attraction is not enough to base a relationship on? Attraction does not imply compatibility. You’ve been attracted to a lot of girls, probably more than you realize, and probably more than your friends. But the main difference is you thought ( Read more... )

Well, last night really wasn't so awesome. It didn't start well, and that emptiness carried out through the day. But, like a wave, it built up curled then crashed. She came alone which made me feel good. But karmic law says that can't be allowed. So subtily mentioned, yet so loud in my head. "I'll be meeting up with him later tonight." Fear then ( Read more... )

http://abcnews.go.com/WNT/BrianRoss/story?id=2509586&page=1

fucking disgusting....

I'm pretty much ready for something else. I have found that friends aren't at all who I think they are. Should i set myself up for surprise like this? Should I give people the benefit of the doubt? Should i stand by and watch people be abused, mistreated, taken advantage of? Which is better? Respecting someone's right to make mistakes, or ( Read more... )

fighting, dreams and reality
one subdues the other
one on top, one below
while i duck to take cover.

i want to quit everything, and leave without notice...

i'll be quiet to keep you quiet. who needs words? i can feel your heartbeat. i can hear your quickened breath. your eyes are windows, stained glass windows fitted into the frame of your temple, facing west where blue waters eb back and forth on the shores redundantly hushing, pushing us to be quiet. we let words drop to the ground where they are ( Read more... )

Words are vessels cupping thick liquor fermented in vats buried beneath my skin.

Bogged down bearing weight unsurpassable ( Read more... )