i can't keep taking all these looks from you
like you love me like i've always wanted you to do.

-KBM, circa before this all happened.

coming true.
and you don't know who you are.
and you don't know what you did
and you don't know how to go.
and you can't speak anymore
and it's over before you know
you don't know who you are

I was going to make a big post, because I haven't in a while ( Read more... )

Listen to both and you'll understand what I'm feeling. Actually, you probably won't. But you'll hear what I'm feeling ( Read more... )

i like them because they pop or fly away. no inbetween shit.

Today was a good day :)

I finished two classes today, but really it doesn't feel like I'm finishing anything ( Read more... )

i'm feeling better. don't know if I can get back to normal though
but normal was ages ago. normal was when i didn't understand anything
normal was a place i hate now that i know better.
but normal was also feeling okay with myself

and it's not fair.

some things never change. and won't. sad face.