Bye bye beautiful (drabble)
Title - Bye bye beautiful
Author - ddddara
Rating - PG / PG-13
Genre - Angst, deathfic
Band/Pairing - Akanishi Jin/Kamenashi Kazuya
Word count - 377
Disclaimer - The storyline etc. belongs to me.
Summary - My love for you is insatiable.
There is an ending for everyone. It might not be the same you’ve imagined, but it’s still an ending.
And this, my love, is where my story ends.
I know you’re going to say it doesn’t have to end like this, but that’s not quite true.
I know you’re going to cry and ask why: just wipe your tears and listen to me while I’ll tell you.
It was perfect and so beautiful.
Just like a dream: that’s what I said when we first met. You were like a dream, sweet and unreal, smiling that angelic smile of yours. The moonlight played upon your skin, your eyes shining like stars in the night sky. I couldn’t even close my eyes when I was with you - there was so much to see, so much to love.
I loved the way you made me feel. When I was with you, I felt as if I belonged there in your arms.
But something changed.
Maybe it was me, maybe it was you, maybe it was both of us - it still changed.
Touch by touch, word by word, you started to turn colder and colder. Every time I tried to reach you, you just slipped straight through my fingers. Eyes avoiding mine, you ran further and further away from me. Before so lively eyes turned hazy, beautiful smile became just a shadow of the former.
And I couldn’t help but to watch, standing there, so close, yet so far away.
I felt so empty somehow. What significance I had without you?
I wanted to cut myself open, only to see if there really wasn’t anything inside. The pain never reached me. So much frustration: all turned into tears, streaming like a river. I was nothing but an empty shell filled with too many thoughts to withstand. Even if I wanted to, I couldn’t tell you about them: I hide them inside of me, in where no one could ever find them.
So ugly inside, shattered and wounded.
And you just faded away right before my eyes.
You didn’t hear me when I called your name, whispering those words in your ear:
Bye bye beautiful, it was me who loved you first.
Bye bye beautiful, it was you who loved me last.
A/N - I've been feeling a little down the last couple of days, and I really needed to get it out somehow. I'm sorry for my possible mistakes, hope you still like it!
Author - ddddara
Rating - PG / PG-13
Genre - Angst, deathfic
Band/Pairing - Akanishi Jin/Kamenashi Kazuya
Word count - 377
Disclaimer - The storyline etc. belongs to me.
Summary - My love for you is insatiable.
There is an ending for everyone. It might not be the same you’ve imagined, but it’s still an ending.
And this, my love, is where my story ends.
I know you’re going to say it doesn’t have to end like this, but that’s not quite true.
I know you’re going to cry and ask why: just wipe your tears and listen to me while I’ll tell you.
It was perfect and so beautiful.
Just like a dream: that’s what I said when we first met. You were like a dream, sweet and unreal, smiling that angelic smile of yours. The moonlight played upon your skin, your eyes shining like stars in the night sky. I couldn’t even close my eyes when I was with you - there was so much to see, so much to love.
I loved the way you made me feel. When I was with you, I felt as if I belonged there in your arms.
But something changed.
Maybe it was me, maybe it was you, maybe it was both of us - it still changed.
Touch by touch, word by word, you started to turn colder and colder. Every time I tried to reach you, you just slipped straight through my fingers. Eyes avoiding mine, you ran further and further away from me. Before so lively eyes turned hazy, beautiful smile became just a shadow of the former.
And I couldn’t help but to watch, standing there, so close, yet so far away.
I felt so empty somehow. What significance I had without you?
I wanted to cut myself open, only to see if there really wasn’t anything inside. The pain never reached me. So much frustration: all turned into tears, streaming like a river. I was nothing but an empty shell filled with too many thoughts to withstand. Even if I wanted to, I couldn’t tell you about them: I hide them inside of me, in where no one could ever find them.
So ugly inside, shattered and wounded.
And you just faded away right before my eyes.
You didn’t hear me when I called your name, whispering those words in your ear:
Bye bye beautiful, it was me who loved you first.
Bye bye beautiful, it was you who loved me last.
A/N - I've been feeling a little down the last couple of days, and I really needed to get it out somehow. I'm sorry for my possible mistakes, hope you still like it!