schools back. blahhhhh
&& the new year thus far...
is surprisingly okkkkay

I saw TWO amazing people tonight
Laura Smith
&&
Eirca Bayline
deff. brings back old days at the beach
and bathroom breaks and above all...
when I was always happy and smiling.
I need more of those days!

GOD SPEED ! :D

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Today is a turning point in my future.
I have gained so much perspective.


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Happy Thanksgiving.

Its awesome when a beautiful boy wakes you up. :]

In two short weeks, I find out what happens with the rest of my life.
interesting right? I'm actually scared outtta my minnnd!

I am who I am. Im insecure, shy, selfish, loud, funny, ditzy, smart, stupid, energetic, relaxed, emotional, spasmadic, comforting and so many more emotions you'll never understand. I can't help it, I can hardly understand it myself. I do my best to please everyone, to act happy, be normal, all with the biggest smile on my face. I do it for you ( Read more... )

when you love but aren't loved you can feel a number of different things. it is hard to think you are sooo perfect for just one person and not have those feelings returned. when things dont go your way, and he/she doesn't notice that your heart is breaking just smile and be there for them as a friend. friendships out live most relationships anyway ( Read more... )

Its too late. Your leaving and Im left behind. I wish I had said all the things I didn't while I had the chance, now im out of time. I thought I was stronger than this and never knew I could break down so easily. I dont know why I feel like this I just know it is the most horrible feeling I felt in a very long time. Dont forget to remember me

Its hard to think we will never speak again, and its hard to think I am loosing a friend. Within in such a short while you became apart of me and within a second your becoming only a memory. No matter seconds away of miles apart, you'll always be close in my heart. rest in peace, watch over us and keep us safe were living for you. CB <3333 ( Read more... )

I just want to let it be known, that I am completly lame!!!!! I actually thought that something was there ...maybe? gay. gay. gay. I totaly read into something wayyyy more than I should have and psyched my self up for something that will never happen. And sadly, I still do stupid little things to impress you...idk gooooosh. this blows ( Read more... )