My job at CEC has ended today... sadly, a lot of bullshit has happened all week and this topped it off. The reason I got the boot is something I can't say because I get really emotional about it. And things can't get any worse, those fuckin drunks next door to my house are really getting on my nerves!

Wow, it's been a while since I last posted on here, my summer was awesome, I went to Otakon this year, my job at chuck e cheese's is still going strong... I can't believe it's been 10 months now. My family's doin pretty well and I can't wait to go back to work saturday!

Well, I haven't posted in a while, work has been goin great, I've been getting tons of recognition, things are going good at home, I've been playing my ocarina a lot as of late, enjoyin' life every day.

Man, work has been excellent as of late, I have been CEC numerous times, everyone's been asking a lot about me when I'm NOT working.... IT IS SOOOOO AWESOME! This job was perfect for me.

OMG!!! I'm a celebrity at work, everyone asks about me when i'm not working and I'm the permanent CEC there! I have a TON of passion at CEC, in fact I'm one of the most passionate cast members there! A lot have added me to my myspace, sending me fanmail, calling me and I feel like a celebrity!

Well, my job is going awesome and I have a ton of passion for it, everything is going good at home and things are getting better for me and my family, life can't be any sweeter.

I finally got the job @ Chuck E Cheese's in Essex, MD. I'll be making 7 dollars an hour and my orientation is next monday and I'm extremely proud of myself about that. My weekend went pretty damn well as well, everything's going so better for me now and I hope it continues to get even better.

Last night was hell for me, I was listening to "Dreams Dreams" from NiGHTS into Dreams for the sega saturn, which in fact was the last game me and my friend played before he killed himself, I had a crying spell for about an hour, I did write in my journal a lot and played a couple songs on my ocarina which helped me relax.

Well, this week had it's ups and downs, Monday I had a job interview working for Chuck E. Cheese's, I'll be working in the gameroom if I get the job, if not, I'll try to fill out an application for Gamestop here in Dundalk. Tuesday went pretty well, I had to help around the house a lot and take care of some things. Wednesday was pretty good, I had ( Read more... )

DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wasn't selected to be a contender on AG, I feel really upset about it and I feel like I've failed. My dream has been crushed yet again, but hopefully I'll try again next season, and this time.... THINGS WILL BE DIFFERENT. :'( Why do I feel like I keep on trying, but knowing I keep on failing... why me?????