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Mar 28, 2005 20:37

I have a really hard time eating lately, no apetite; might as well be a metabolism change cept for the fact that i am loosing weight. I am training in Tekken 5 for the EVO2k5 competition which I will no doubt do horribly at. I go back to work tommorow for te first time in over 2 weeks. I have to learn how to close the Spa which will not be fun ( Read more... )

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baselogic March 29 2005, 06:41:24 UTC

Yay, you'll be using my favorite kitty! =3

baselogic March 29 2005, 20:52:13 UTC

Hard time eating? I think I can fix that... :)

blahdeedah8904 March 30 2005, 16:59:04 UTC

Carny, you are an amazing person. Add me to your buddy list so I can see these. I'll add you to mine. I hope to see you soon babe. I read all of your lj's and truthfully they're all amazing. I'm glad you and Mel are doing so well. Talk to you later--Stacey

ddrbpc March 30 2005, 20:25:22 UTC

Truth be told you havent been missing anything, I rarely write private entries, I can count them on one hand. I am open and not afraid if the public sees how I feel. Probably better that way anyway because my journal can communicate what I feel better than I ever could. I struggle to be honest about my feelings in person because I feel guilty for feeling how I do when I have so many things to be happy about not to mention everyone else is happy so why shouldnt I?

And stacey, Mel and I arent doing well right now =P But hopefully that will change, truth be told I am just a shitty boyfriend when it comes down to it.

two blahdeedah8904 April 1 2005, 04:00:39 UTC

I'm sorry if you're relationship isn't doing super dee duper right now. I hope that changes. And hon, it takes two to have a shitty relationship...not one. And I'm sorry that you think so. Even though there might be few positives in life...try to look to them. They're the stuff that everyone lives for...that's why people have this insanely amazing will to live.

Re: two ddrbpc April 2 2005, 01:24:31 UTC

And I disagree it only takes one person to cause a relationship to go down hill and by no means is my relationship with her shitty, best relationship ive ever had dont get me wrong ya know? And as far as positives go in life I search for them everyday and seem to only find one. I refuse to live my life for on thing and one thing only, thats not a life.