wow, i went all of november without any update, that kind of stinks, but when i think about it, i didn't do a whole lot with any of that time. thanksgiving i guess? i dunno, life is pretty much sailing a lot smoother now. i finally feel like things have settled down and wow, things are actually pretty good, and probably were never as bad as i ( Read more... )

i wish that i had more uplifting days recently ( Read more... )

wtf @life.

Wow, it's been seven weeks since i've written in this but it really doesn't seem that long, i don't even remember what i was updating about my last update (i guess i could just go look, but... eh ( Read more... )

oh man, my stomach is so full of burrito right now it's unbelievable ( Read more... )

this is another instance of me wanting to write really badly, then not writing, then finally forcing myself to do it because i'll just keep putting it off day after day until i can't think of anything sensible to write down and end up writing down a bunch of gibberish that goes nowhere. this has to be an improvement, right ( Read more... )

i keep writing entries and deleting them, because they just dont make sense ( Read more... )

Life is so unpredictable all the time, I think I've gotten more to the point where I'm trying to move along for the ride than try anything else, most things I do never really influence how things turn out anyway, I guess I'll do my best to do what I can and keep it simple ( Read more... )

I still have like 2 hours before I even leave for work but I'm already bored and upset that I still have to go to work today, it's kind of that situation where I'm just not really into it at all, although I guess you could say that for a majority of the time I've spent working, ever ( Read more... )

life in saginaw really seems to put me in a rut, and i can't be sure if it's just because i'm bored or if it has something to do with me working nights this whole week too. i dunno, none of it really works out here for me, i hate it, and i hate not having time to do anything i really want to and i hate not seeing anybody here, i dunno, friends ( Read more... )