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[ddrswishy]

If anyone knows how much it hurts to have the one person who held your heart crush it within its grasp, I am now apart of you.

If I'm not here for a while, I'm in a deep depression. This entry is being made public. I don't know what I did to him besides love him. To make him hate me. I'm so sorry. I'm very sorry.

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[id_die_for_him]

Add me./

Dream's last so long... even after they're gone

[evoldica]

I know what you speak of Anna.. my heart is breaking as I type this comment.

The girl I love is questioning her feelings for me because she never had closure with her ex.. and I can do nothing to fight him pulling at her heart strings.

I can only stand by and watch... and if I am upset and sad it only makes things worse.. it pushes her further away.

I am falling from a plane at 1,000 mph without a parachute... heading toward the ground and anything I do just seems to make me fall faster...
I feel as if the end is near and nothing will change that.

Unfortunately that's the truth... no matter how hard I try I can't change what will happen... I can only hope for the best... Maybe I will hit the ground so hard and fast I won't have time to think about what I'm missing.

I wish. ::tears:: I'm sorry for writing a story. I better go.. I need to stop crying at work.