Get loud ( Read more... )

I've taken so many trips to the doctor lately
Results:::
Several new prescriptions.
And only one is an antibiotic.
There's something wrong with me.
I don't get it.

GET CRAZY!

The trash man is getting angry ( Read more... )

Rock bottom.
It ain't so bad.

WHOAAAA.
NO MORE BEST FRIENDS?!

So much for that.

It's depressing.
Like, really.
It's sooo fucking depressing.
And no one fucking knows, either.
Only one.
And she is probably the only person who will ever understand ( Read more... )

My chest feels like it gets a new hole everytime I breathe ( Read more... )

I lost one of the most important people in my life.
She knew so much
She understood me so much
She made me cry.

I love you.
Really////

Leave it to me.
I'll fuck it up, I swear.
It's like a job.
But I get paid with hate.
And emptiness, too.
Really, I don't want to ruin things.
EVER.
I don't mean to make everything terrible.

I think today was pay day.