I never believed that I could be hurt this badly by a guy. I've had my heart broken before, but never like this. I know he's not worth it, especially after last night, but somehow, I can't stop the pain and the tears.

I hurt so much right now, I can't even cry.

It's amazing how low some people are. I will never understand how some people can be as evil as they are, and I'm not even saying that lightly. Office politics can kill and it's so easy to get sucked in without even realizing it. It's a terrible thing to be unable to trust the people around you. It's a sad thing that you can't depend on anyone ( Read more... )

My life, currently, is almost a reflection of a TV soap. It's pretty ridiculous it's fallen to this. Fun, but really, ridiculous.

Hmm... it's been a while since I updated and it's amazing how things seem to change in a matter of weeks... no, well, days ( Read more... )

"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."
- Matthew 6:33

He is the Answer to all my questions and all my problems. Everything else is irrelevant when put in that perspective. I'm going to be just fine. *giggle*

When I was a young boy ( Read more... )

Another day, another night. It was a pretty decent day today, really. Despite the ass across the office. But after last night, nothing could've brought my day down, and I'm thankful for that. There's no way I'll ever be able to describe how thankful I am for Bill and the other guys. To know guys like that is... it's a blessing. The other ( Read more... )

What a brilliant night to top off a shitty day. I'm glad I went out there and hung out with the guys. Had a couple drinks, had some food, lots of laughs and a lot of fun. It's been so long since I've had that kind of fun. There's something to be said about just chilling around a firepit and bbq food, plus a couple drinks to make things

If my day was any better, I might actually be angry. As it is, I'm so far beyond furious I don't think there's a word in the English language to describe how I'm feeling ( Read more... )