I think we gave up music because we're all egotisical brats who can't get over ourselves. We need to put the bullshit behind us and start again. For the love of god.
i am a hardcore bitch. i'll make you fall in love with me and then i'll get tired of you. i become obsessed with things and people very easily and eventually i forget about them. i don't put any effort into anything and that's why i can't write and all of my work is shit. i won't let myself be happy. i complain about how i wish people would just say what they really mean, and i never do. i hate myself for that. i say that i hate hypocrites, but i am one. which makes me ever more horrible. i am an indecisive motherfucker. i do everything i can to make my life more difficult. this is probably the most honest i've been with anyone in a long time. i can understand if you dislike me.
Most of the time I want what I can't have, and when I have it, I screw it up. I usually catch myself contemplating on situations, and in the end I make the wrong decision. I'm a very opinionated person and I can be too quick to judge. I'm not too good with assorting my feelings/emotions out. People intimidate me easily, and for that I can become defensive. The chief reason of why I consumed so much alcohol was for a rediculous and cliche reason. And I realized I could of controlled myself in a greater way. I'm tired of being known as the girl who 'screwed' Rudy over, and I wish I could change people's thoughts on that. And last but not least, it's always in the back of my head that most people have a problem with me.
i would fuck over most people without even realizing it i can't think that anyone could ever truly like me and when i actually start to think someone does i break it off im lazy i have no ambitions in life I act like i don't care about shit even when its fucking all i think about and im just generaly a dick
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Highschool drama never leaves me alone.
When I think I've found something good, it never works out.
Lately I've been thinking too much about what other people want, instead of what I want.
I've been letting people influence, instead of being who I am.
Yay for being honest. :)
-Cat
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And we're all too lazy.
I really wish we could. I really do.
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i'll make you fall in love with me and then i'll get tired of you.
i become obsessed with things and people very easily and eventually i forget about them.
i don't put any effort into anything and that's why i can't write and all of my work is shit.
i won't let myself be happy.
i complain about how i wish people would just say what they really mean, and i never do. i hate myself for that.
i say that i hate hypocrites, but i am one. which makes me ever more horrible.
i am an indecisive motherfucker.
i do everything i can to make my life more difficult.
this is probably the most honest i've been with anyone in a long time.
i can understand if you dislike me.
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"where can you get coke?? how much does it cost???"
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I usually catch myself contemplating on situations, and in the end I make the wrong decision.
I'm a very opinionated person and I can be too quick to judge.
I'm not too good with assorting my feelings/emotions out.
People intimidate me easily, and for that I can become defensive.
The chief reason of why I consumed so much alcohol was for a rediculous and cliche reason. And I realized I could of controlled myself in a greater way.
I'm tired of being known as the girl who 'screwed' Rudy over, and I wish I could change people's thoughts on that.
And last but not least, it's always in the back of my head that most people have a problem with me.
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actually a lot of people have problems that i thought only i had it kind of makes me feel more comfortable
i wish more people would be honest about themselves
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i can't think that anyone could ever truly like me and when i actually start to think someone does i break it off
im lazy
i have no ambitions in life
I act like i don't care about shit even when its fucking all i think about
and im just generaly a dick
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