I realize suddenly one of my basic assumptions has been false. I do NOT want to fall in love with my soul mate and love her forever. I want to fall in love with a new soul mate over and over again.
A. So does this make me an ass or just a boy? and B. If me = ass than what the hell can I do about it?
My crush on the girl with a child that I am in no way, shape, or form emotionally ready to incorporate into my life has developed into a full-fledged meaningful connection. What the hell am I suppossed to do with that?
Why can't I get the theme from M*A*S*H* out of my head... I'm not even suicidal. Complete update, Including new kitten and lose, then finding, of a job soon. Until then, rest assured that LIFE is GOOD. Although the URGE to drunkdial my ex is emminent, I know my will is strong and my heart is pure... enough.