Breakdown.

[dead2u2]

I have never cried, or wanted to cry as much as I have in the last week. My body cannot handle this right now. When I got the bone marrow test done, they told me that I had little to no iron left in my body, that is why I have been so sick. That is why I have been so worn out and not been able to do anything. No, dad. Its not because I'm to lazy to

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[closer2the_edge]

i wish with all my heart that i could be by your side through all of this. i would drive those 18 hours for you. i'd be fine if you just held my hand. i'd pack all your stuff up for you. no matter how long it took. i'd be there to hold you when your eyes watered. i'd try to make you smile. and i would love you. i'm sorry things have been so stressful for you. :(

[dead2u2]

I wish you could be here. You are my strength. And you are so far away.

[nurockoprtr]

Babe...

I wish things weren't so hard on you.

I wish I could be there to help you carry the load until you and Meghann get together again.

I wish I could be there and help you pack like that time when I came over and helped you clean up your room for when Meghann was coming.

I wish I could see your smile again.

I hope to GOD that everything goes well for you, because you deserve it.

I love you. I love you a lot.

And the only thing you have to do is tell me to come home and I'll buy a plane ticket and come and help.

-Z

[dead2u2]

Zwee.. come home. I need a zwee hug with crazy bread and coke slushies.