for you if you even read this...

Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That your're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to ( Read more... )

I would like everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, NO more NO less.

Ask me anything you want, and I will answer.

Then I would like for you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

i feel like shit...
it's 9:42 and i'm awake...
i woke up crying from the worst dream ever...
i have a killer headache...worse than yesterday...
my entire body hurts.
i dodn't get much sleep.
and i have to go to work today.
today is not looking good...

i want someone to care...

( today was so beautiful... )

Now and again it seems worse than it is,
but mostly the view is accurate.
You see your breath in the air
as you climb up the stairs
to that coffin you call your apartment.

And you sink in your chair,
brush the snow from your hair
and drink the cold away.
And you're not really sure
what you're doing this for
but you need something to fill up the days.
A few ( Read more... )

"so if any of you sons of bitches have anything to say...NOW'S THE FUCKING TIME...i didn't think so ( Read more... )

why is it that nobody tries to understand how i feel ( Read more... )

i really wish i could fall in love. i want something exciting and new to happen. i'm sick of crying myself to sleep everynight knowing that i wasn't good enough for him, that i won't be good enough for anyone. the funny thing is i WAS in love, and now i just want to be in love. i'm sick of feeling this way. i just want someone who can be here for ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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great i'm fucked up

i need a back massage hella bad...

anyone?