Yeah. Haven't updated recently. Not much going on. My spring break was the shit ( Read more... )

"The student who made fun of playing the guitar under a girl's window will never read or write poetry under her influence. His defective eros cannot provide his soul with images of the beautiful, and it will remain coarse and slack. It is not that he will fail to adorn or idealize the world;

it is that he will not see what is there."

I've been thinking about not drinking anymore.

Or smoking.

I don't know.

Maybe when I finish off this bottle I'll come to a conclusion.

The eve of my collapse I was feeling slightly murderous ( Read more... )

..is a compound word to me.

I go out with Beth now.

Went to do volunteer work at that damned thrift store. So boring. I do nothing there. Next time I'm just going to stay in the back room and play with that stethoscope. It makes my techno throat noises sound that much cooler. Saw Kacey and Gin there. Actually knew my name. Met that guy's girlfriend. She looks... strong. Went to band practice. ( Read more... )

Definitely rammed the SUV into some piece of shit car that was parked too close to me and drove off.

Fuckers.

And I'm sick as hell. Who the fuck gets sick on their 4 day weekend?

Me.

I have a car. Now I need one of those... license things.

..so would I be a loser if I said yes?

Too bad I'm not really updating. Maybe tomorrow though. I'm too sleepy right now.