hmm well this morning i went to see a councler... i cried like the whole hour... we talked about family mostly... then school was odd today... i handed in my painting... i feel like a failure... its not special... its not even good.. well i mean its good for how i did it... but its not good cause most people did portraits! and i did a bunch of ( Read more... )

if only justin would call me.... he hasnt in 3 days and im getting upset... i think hes either cheating on me or dead or something... cause everytime i call him there's no answer or his sister told he he'd call me back... but that was like 2 days ago!! FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!!!! when i see him i dont know what im gonna do...

MAD CADDIES LAST NIGHT!! it was awesome! i went with megan gwen and kt but she kinda got shoved to the back or something! didnt get home till around 1:30 this morning.. my mom was ok with it. i thought she woulda been pissed! but she wasnt!! i think i say tyler there... it was really odd... oh well.. we got really awesome spots too! we were at the ( Read more... )

i want to kill someone.... and no im not kidding....

ok so i have school tomorrow... justin was away all weekend and i miss him... oh well. i just had a shower. and im all cold now. my dad left for some place... he wont be back for like a week thank god. my mom is still sick and its funny cause shes sick! i didnt go to schoool on friday cause i had an appointment and i was really tired.. so i slept. ( Read more... )

haha battle of the bands was last night... it was ok i guess.... justin and i were making out and this crazy ass teacher guy comes up behind us and says.."if you want to do that do it outside not in here!" and i was like 'fuck you asswipe' *note* talking to myself again. yeah well it was pretty ok.. but i didnt like sitting down the whole time... ( Read more... )

i finally went to school after a week and i got to see my bf:) and all my friends!! i was so happy!! haha we fit 14 or 15 people into a bathroom stall.... 2 boys included! hahaha people were watching us!! it was hilarous!!!!!! yeah... then i had school.... it sucked... i dont like school.... we went for coffee at lunch... i had hot chocolate... and ( Read more... )

it seems like nobody cares.... ive been stuck at home the past 2 days and only kt and cody have called me...justin doesnt give a fuck about me! he wore makeup again today... kt told me and he promiced me that he wouldnt... but he wore it today cause he thoguht i wouldnt find out! but my friends tell me everything! so fuck him! i dont know what im ( Read more... )

i got my wisdom teeth out today! HURTS LIKE A BITCH!! AHHHHH my chin and lip are totally numb... its funny actully I LOVE IT! but the t3's arent taking away my pain... sux 4 dat! toodles

im sitting here crying screaming to the used- taste of ink... i tried hanging myself! FUCK YOU