ok so its.... 8:24. and im at school waiting for cass to come so we can "study" for our exam in half an hour. myspace makes me angry cause they blocked it... so im gonna have to request they UNblock it... those bastards!

i made my teacher cry

ok.. so im here... at school... like 80 million hours before i have to be... cause i thought u had an exam... but i dont have one till this afternoon... AND THEY BLOCKED MYSPACE! im gonna kill someone .... we should kill someone.... lets do it...

TEN random things about me:
10. i have my yoohoo pierced
9.  i have 10 piercings in total
8.  i have a tattoo
7.  i hate being alone
6.  my ONE wish is to fall in love
5.  i like to write letters
4. i like taking pictures
3. i need someone to love me
2. im in love with color
1. i like to draw

NINE places I've visited:
9. toronto
8. buffalo
7. winnipeg
6. gimli
5. ( Read more... )

omg the most amazing day today <3 lunch we took these cardboard boxes and we went outside and slid on them and i flew face first into the sidewalk and i laughed so hard. then we took more out and we were sliding in the snow and we all fell out of our boxes but amanda so she was sitting in the box saying. "awe yeah im the only one who didnt fall ( Read more... )

i thought you were gonna stand me up

but i was wrong

you are an amazing guy

i really like you

so i had 2 friends

more arrive so we make room

he sits next to ger and they make friends

during the scary parts they even hold hands

we start off quiet and distant

yet as soon as i place my head on your shoulder

we connect

we jump together

and you hold me ( Read more... )

she sits and stares

wondering what it wold be like

to never exist

to never take the first breath

to never belong

what if she just wasnt...

why did that one night of lust

become her whole world...

the stares and nasty comments

slowly breaking her down

her watery eyes blinking back tears

hoping her time has come

to erase all the hurt

to erase her ( Read more... )

she lost is

never to be found again

it ws her prized posetion

she wont be the same without it

she wants to belong

falling asleep next to her beloved

but now there is no hope

he is happy with the other her

maybe the other her should dissipear

vanish without a trace

never to be seen agian

just push the other her away

throw her off a bridge

then she ( Read more... )

she trips.

falling into the vast nothingness

does anyone even hear her cries?

everyone has abandoned her

leaving her utterly alone..

nobody really cares if she hurts inside

the stabbing pain in her back

from all her former friends

nobody cares if she bleeds..

nobody cares if her heart gets broken just one more time

well one day she will have enough
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Heartbreak is a part of life

Almost everyone has experienced heartbreak at least once and we each react differently to the breakdown of a relationship. You can help yourself take get through it, though, if you take it on in a proctive way:

Realize:  that whatever is happening (or not happening) is part of the grand plan of the universe as divined ( Read more... )