yeah im really bored right now... and nobody ever looks at these and comments so im just gonna write everything.. an uber long post... if i can stay up that long.. ok so ITS SUMMER NOW!! and my parents are already on my back getting me to clean and shit... but what can i do? they are parents.. LETS KILL THEM... ok so a lot of stuff has been going ( Read more... )

break the mending heart and repair the shattered mind

I SAW STEPH TODAY! i was waiting for chris... but he never came! AND STEPH CAME!! YAY IM HAPPY NOW!!!!!!

I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL!!! GO FUCKING CRAWL INTO A HOLE AND DIE FAGGOT DIE DIE!!!!!!!! GAH! god i wish a lot of people would just go die... im so glad im going to the new school so i wont have to see my friends all the time! my god... it just angers me... why cant people just leave me alone... or just understand me enought to know me!! nobody i hang ( Read more... )

i took this test thing...

Disorder | Rating

Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

i guess im just an all out freak...

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ok well im in this class agian... iskipped last period yesterday to "help" amanda with her project... i think my parents told me that if i skipped again they would ground me for a month... but i might have just dreamed that.. my oma is staying with us for a few days... and the show is tonight!! i get to see kc and geoff and justin.... but geoff ( Read more... )

ok so im in design tech... i cant remember this web site that they didnt have blocked so now i cant realy go on it and do stuff... so im stuck writing my journal... i dontk now where the libraian is... i think shes in the room behind me... meh... ok well im suposed to be looking up pictures for my class but i cant remember the site so i cant... it ( Read more... )

Every time I look at you my heart gets black and cold ( Read more... )

ok well justin...is odd... and i kinda like somseone else... scott.... GAH! im so stupid! ok well... last night was the show... it was pretty kickass!!! i enjoyed myself... except at some points.... GOD DAMIT! im gonna go now... bye