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Jan 05, 2007 19:40

If you get upset or mad at me for posting my thoughts about this in my LJ I sincerely apologize, I had wanted to discuss this with you tonight in person or at least over the phone but it's a chore in itself just getting ahold of you. I do consider you a freind & I care alot about you & about your opinions & thoughts & I want us to remain friends, ( Read more... )

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This is the Cactus speaking.. lonely_cactus03 January 6 2007, 16:58:59 UTC
I've been having a similar experiance with my friends lately. They've let me down, lied to me, acted like things in my life are unimportant. I was telling one friend I was feeling depressed and he asked me why I was feeling sorry for myself. I've quit hanging out with them all. I never see them outside of work. Once I move to SC in March/April, they'll never see nor hear from me again.

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Re: This is the Cactus speaking.. dead_kitten777 January 7 2007, 06:31:27 UTC
Yeah I can't stand when you're depressed and people say "oh stop feeling sory for yourself" that' really upsets me.
There's a difference in feeling sorry for yourself & being depressed.
although i'm guilty of both at times. But still when you're down you don't need family & friends kicking you, you ned them to help lift you back up on your feet ya know.
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~hugs~
I started thinking about Mark & his new girlfriend tonight & I got so upset and depressed that I was sick. whe my uncle & aunts came home my uncle got mad at me & called me lazy because I didn't feel like going out to eat with them & it was all I could do to keep from bursting into tears, but I refused to let them see me cry damnit.

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This is the Cactus speaking.. lonely_cactus03 January 7 2007, 14:10:59 UTC
Yeah. Always have to be strong, and in the end, you usually can only rely on yourself. It's bad when the family is like that. I remember being depressed once and telling my older and sister, and she just told me it was all in my head. I was angry.

Also..if you're available the days of the 11th and 12th, I'll be in Statesboro. I have an appointment at 2:30pm, then at 8:30pm. Nothing to do between. :)

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Re: This is the Cactus speaking.. dead_kitten777 January 7 2007, 20:25:38 UTC
well I can't drive (can't remember if I've told you that before or not, lol) so you'd have to come to drive to Metter to see me :P
And there's not really anything to do here.
i'm currently staying at my aunts so you could come over & hangout here & we could watch a movie or something, lol
I live a boring life.

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