I was just out of town the entire weekend for this greif camp thing called Camp Hope. Its for people that have lost people in their lives that had to result to hospice. it was alright. i ate intirely tooo much, but im home now and excited as ever to go to school tomorrow and see everyone. especally my chris and jenny poop. :)

so fuck that whole last entry. im NOT going tanning anymore because jillian works there and i cant stand to even look at her. i saw her today at lunch and started crying. if i saw her every other day id end up fucking killing myself. and for those of you who know me well know how sensitive i am to tha stuff and that i havent happened since my uncle ( Read more... )

So after today.. after I think.. I'm going to make a very serious decision.

But thats all after I'm done thinking lots of things threw.

Is she really worth breaking up with him?
If he loves me so much why does he have to text her all the time and call her and hang out with her ( Read more... )

and i feel like she completely disrespects me by always texting and calling and asking MY boyfriend to hang out.

notice I said MY boyfriend.

Just making that clear.

The beach at night+full moon+windy&&cold+waves splashing making the most amazing music+the most wonderful friends I could ever ask for = last night ( Read more... )

I hate missing school, but today I didnt because my period was so bad. I was in such horrible pain for so long. The pain I was in reminded me of this time my mom and Zoe were at the store and Zoe was buying Midol for her period and she just passed out right there in the store. I though I was going to pass out. It was really scary. But, I am feeling ( Read more... )

I love my boyfriend.

And..

I really love driving around at night in the freezing cold singing horribly to music with Ashley and Jen.

<3

I've read a few journals that have said this exact same thing and I must agree..

Life is good.
..for now..

So there's this girl. And she's the only person in the world I've ever been really, truely jealous of. And I don't like it. It's not that I dont like her because I dont even know her. I've heard good things about her, I just can't help but envy the crap out of her. She's pretty, skinny, smart, athletic, and involved with school and has school ( Read more... )

So for those of you who care, my computers broken.. AGAIN. Yes I know. My computers amune to viruses and sucking at life ( Read more... )

I wish weekends lasted forever ( Read more... )