sometimes the awkwardness of a situation does not present itself to you until it becomes certain that this situation is going to occur. and then, well then you wonder what the fuck you were thinking and why this ever seemed like a good idea ( Read more... )

this is how i feel right now:  "i don't wanna be a fucked-up middle-class college student anymore." --thanks to lou reed and advertising and society for that one ( Read more... )

it's amazing how one phone call can completely change everything. 
and by everything, i mean my mood.
niiice.

i am not really a creative person ( Read more... )

i don't know how i feel about my lifes current trajectory.
but either way, i don't think its good.

so my apartment is right across the street from an elementary school and i have a lot of classes that get out at 3:15 so usually when i'm walking home from class i'll see all the kids walking home from school when i get over by my apartment ( Read more... )

i really miss people who are abroad. tedtommyemily. come back to me. now.

yesterday i walked home from class and i grab my keys and mysteriously only my two keys for the apt. (one to get in downstairs and one for my door) were gone. not my worcester house key. or my mailbox key. or even my fucking bedroom door key. nope. just the ones i needed. i ( Read more... )

if i wasn't already in love with bob dylan then i certainly would be now after hearing his new album ( Read more... )

the majority of this week has been lame.
you know why?
because i've been sober.
while learning about politics.

list of things i hate:
1. netflix (although only right now/for the past 5 days because it is being retarded. usually i love it.)
1a. not being able to watch veronica mars
2. key foods
3. school
4. having a cold