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Oct 08, 2004 15:31

it almost amuses me. the situation i'm in. to know that the one i have wanted for years, the one that has been the object of my desire for an innumerable amount of days, the one i had a chance with at one point in time but i was too ignorant to see the blinding light. she is the one who now speaks to me of her girlish desires. it pains me to know ( Read more... )

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alejjandraperez October 8 2004, 17:34:47 UTC
this is why i dont wait for things to happen,
i let them happen.

good luck.
♥♥♥

p.s. this happened to me wtih my ex best friend of three years, and i fucked it up real bad. so be careful.

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r4z0rb14d3 October 10 2004, 15:59:03 UTC
jake, don't go down without a fight. i know that out of the most people i have convos with, YOU deserve happiness for a change. and i mean longterm happiness. not the little "flings" as a lot of us call them. you deserve someone who will whisper, "do you know how much i love you?" everday you wake up. someone who.... makes you feel perfect. like you can do no wrong. you know?
well, i'm sure you're tired of my 2-cents so i'm going to stop typing on this topic. (for fear it will turn into a TEN PAGE post.)
-Sara

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r4z0rb14d3 October 10 2004, 21:00:07 UTC
she's right jake...that's exactly what you need. it may be closer than you think

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r4z0rb14d3 October 11 2004, 20:05:05 UTC
thanks for agreeing with me. :)

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anonymous October 10 2004, 19:38:36 UTC
"the part that hurts the most is knowing you have torn so many spirits into unreconcilable halves."

advice/consolement for the latter:

and though I know that my actions are impossible to justify they seem adequate to fill up my time and if I could talk to myself like I was someone else then maybe I could take his advice and I wouldn't act like such an dickhead all the time

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r4z0rb14d3 October 14 2004, 00:45:37 UTC
i'm so interested to find out who you are, you "anonymous" poster, you. your words are wonderful. they're filled with so much passion, and i really feel i want to get to know you behind the word "anonymous."
but i can't help get the feeling that when you say, " it may be closer than you think." that you may be talking about someone tres, tres close to yourself. ^_______________^

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