Comments | deadasleep: i feel like a total shithead.

deadasleep

i feel like a total shithead.

Aug 25, 2003 00:55

a lot of situations/events have me feeling down lately and i'm trying not to let them get to me but i feel like i'm just trying to pretend and ignore the fact that i am upset. but i'd like to think i'm in control of my own feelings? but i guess i am? i am not good at dealing with stress. i feel alone. this weekend was too weird. i feel like ( Read more... )

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thunderleg August 25 2003, 05:03:09 UTC

i am still pretty sure you're the coolest ever.

<3

lifeontrial August 26 2003, 05:27:27 UTC

hey lady. this is chris. i am still in shock i found you on friendster. small world. brains suck seriously. sad to say overactive brains stay that way. i think way to much. if i could get past half of my own bad thoughts i would be so happy. i guess we are our worst critics in life..but i dont want to be one anymore. i agree on the friendship thing. i have become a very very closed off person..when i used to be mister social butterfly that had to know everyone before. but i found when i was not fucked up anymore i didnt care for 90% of the people i knew anymore. it still seems to me that everyone i meet has some kind of motive of personal gain or something in that direction. i think i am going to move to the boonies and cut off all human life haha. that would help then i could just talk to tree branches that fall off tree's..untill i figure out that they are just out to get me. ok i am done rambling.

lifeontrial August 26 2003, 05:29:38 UTC

i forgot to tell you. i saw you had panacea on your song..and remembered you like the hardstuff. well i am doing a shindig on the 19th of sept. (third friday) called AUDIO VIOLENCE. its all noise,brokenbeat,experimental,breakcore and maybe a lil dnb.

ieatbees August 26 2003, 14:00:04 UTC

hello stephanie !!

deadasleep August 26 2003, 14:07:25 UTC

HI BUTTFACEBRANDON! how are you?

ieatbees August 26 2003, 14:21:26 UTC

im good . sorry to hear your sister is being dumb and your having problems with the moms .
maybe ill get a hold of malice and well come get you and shower you with fortys this weekend!
wait that would hurt
yeah well shower you with fortys !! hahaha

deadasleep August 26 2003, 14:26:03 UTC

gooood that you are gooood. yeh, my sister has been doing dumb things for a long time. it's shitty. things with my mom are okay....but she's really stressing right now and so am i...and that makes for a HORRIBLE combination. the tension in my household is so crazy. malicealicesugarbooger and i are shopping for makeup on thursday. yay. showered with 40's? hmmm. i'm tough...i can deal. shower away. but i think i'll hide out in my room all alone and make myself blood marys but end up drinking vodka straight from the bottle. hmmmmm...yeh, that sounds like a fabulous idea.

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