when both of my parents sobered up, i never thought i'd have to go through the same shit with my sister.

worry worry worry worry worry worry worry.
i keep telling myself that she'll finally learn sooner or later. and every time i do that, in the back of my head, i'm wondering if she'll actually make it home in one piece.

hmm. awesome. my mom thinks i'm on drugs cause i've been so moody and "seem to be losing weight." no, mom, i'm not on drugs ( Read more... )

blah blahhhh blah blah blah ( Read more... )

not sure if today was good or not...or what ( Read more... )

UGH. weird day. i went to MCC this morning to fill out whatever stuff they needed me to fill out for my scholarship. wee. i didn't have a lot of time to figure out my dumb math class and the staff was having a breakfast and weren't around. so i called the math department when i woke up at 4:30 and was told that i have to re-take the placement exam ( Read more... )

today, i make delicious stir fry, did a couple of crossword puzzles and cut my finger. i didn't cut my finger making stir fry, however.

have you ever wanted to stick your finger in boiling water, touch a hot pan or curling iron....even though you know it will burn??

1) Single or Taken: my heart is preoccupied ( Read more... )

last cigarette: 5 or 6 years ago ( Read more... )

lately, i have been having horrible nightmares on a seemingly regular basis....i can deal with dumb scary things about creepy guys drugging me up and trying to videotape me in my bed...but when it's regarding things i have been worrying my head off about in reality...bad fucking news. i have learned in the past that these ones don't go away until ( Read more... )

i hate it when i know i'm spelling something correctly, yet it still looks like it's completely wrong. oh well ( Read more... )