isabelle has to move because the landlords are getting a divorce so they are selling it. its breaking my heart, that is the only thing that has been consistent in my life/ but i guess nothing stays the same

happy birthday

I think Virgina Woolf is my favorite writer i have ever read. she speaks in silence and unites us all. its hard to explain so im not even going to try cause i couldn't. i just love her.

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and i do not know my own way to the sea

but the saltiest sea knows its own way to me.

After all the jacks are in their boxes ( Read more... )

i died yesterday (yesterday because i cant say that it was long ago) i died because i am an idiot and i am going crazy for the past two years i have been sad unsatisfied and hopeless. and it came to the end the other day when i couldnt feel anything anymore and i just wanted to scream at the top of my lungs. everything was just at the edge of all ( Read more... )

i wish you could see air or color it. like spilling oils running into each other twisting, like when smoke is caught in its magnificent. only if you blow out slow though or when you hold incense and it spins i think that slow air would look like that like beauty smoking itself to death its elegance overwhelming. like music. like the ocean. like you

all he wanted was the sky you could see it in his eyes as he stood above the city lights in the dead of night. the city reflected the wings he needed to grow everyone want to fly that is there one with but i cant feel it i mean i would love to and when i see birds i want to know what they feel. but if i had one wish i that wouldnt be it. what are ( Read more... )

US it sounds like such a beautiful thing...us... UNITED states all together in unity what a horrible lie.our president at the time cant even say "we".

i had the most amazing weekend. i saw cat power last night i am in love with chan she is so real and so present and its really amazing to be around someone like that. it was amazing. and this morning we woke up and called a friend we werent close friends with and he took us to a photo booth and that was amazing it was so unreal and we were all ( Read more... )