i hate myself::
i'm never drinking again. well MAYBE beer. but i am definitly not touching liquor. cause i cannot limit myself. casue i drink and drink and drink cause i don't feel shit. then half an hour later i'm the drunkest mother fucking asshole ever. but i'm done drinking for a long time. maybe in myrtle, but i never wanna be drunk for the rest of my life. i wish i was strong enough to be edged.