i don't know how to say it::
yeah so yesterday was cool. i woke up and went right to the show. i missed the beginning of fear before. but they were good. i just wasn't really in the mood to throw down since i had woke up like a half hour before. haha. then these arms are snakes played and they were really good. the crowd sucked for them though. aaand the chariot was blah. it was fun dancing except that it's weird dancing to them cause their breakdowns are gay. and then underoath was boring cept for the song i like. that was cool. and then it was over and it was only like 5. haha. so we went to tbell then rolled a blunt at john's. then smoked a blunt at the tree. thennn chilled out and stuff. i don't know. we chilled with suz and hil later and smoked another blunt. i think i'm gonna stop smoking or something. it's not fun anymore. it's weird. i can take the biggest hits ever. just fill my lungs as much as i can with smoke and not cough and not feel a thing. i mean i get high but it's a really shitty high that doesn't last long and yeah. i don't wanna waste my money buying weed if it's just gonna make me tired and burnt out and not have fun. so yeah, i don't know. i wanna experiment by smoking like 3 g's to my head and seeing what happens. haha. aaaand yeah, i still don't know what to do about tour. tomorrow we're gonna finally get started booking it so i guess tomorrow i'll have a better idea of what i wanna do and what i can do about yag and all that.
and there this other thing that is really bugging me but i'll handle that elsewhere.