gah..shit is so fucked up. i feel so bad for jamie. it's so weird cause like, it feels like -i- lost a huge part of my life and it's extremely depressing. i guess because it was like.. i dunno. shit is just... fucked up.

kev came through and helped last night though. i <3 kev ( Read more... )

http://www.kmfdm.net/sty.htm

hahaha.

i entered to win a gibson guitar signed by dillinger escape plan. i know i won't win but hey doesn't hurt to try. if i get it i just might give it to adrian, if he still loves teh nina. hahaha. im sure if he reads this he'll love me, eh? yar. i hope i win ( Read more... )

meh christmas depression is setting in. i went with the family to chop down a christmas tree, but i was sure to bring my headphones so i could listen to music instead of the kids arguing. mom and my little brother were racing to some tree, and on the way back my brother tripped and fell. he ended up hitting his back on a tree stump. he cried, i ( Read more... )

i decided to get in the christmas spirit, so i got a bunch of punk christmas songs. all i need is some eggnog and i'll be set. i'm even wearing my santa hat. hahahaha

i gotta burn these to a cd so i can listen to it at work and on christmas.

yar... i still gotta get people presents.

[edit 6:01am]nothing's going to ruin my holiday ( Read more... )

ah i just woke up. i feel ten times better.

adrian you don't make me so fucking mad, that was just my pilled up rage.

now i must feed tweek.

http://xmis3ryx.friendtest.com
hahah MADE ANOTHER!
this one is so easy, too.

i now remember why i still had percocet left over. I FUCKING HATE IT. i slept for not even an hour and i got woken up and then started feeling so sick and hot. now im hot and jittery and so sick. i have work in 1.5 hours. everyone is so loud and i'm ready to fucking snap ( Read more... )

who is woo and lt. kif on my test? tell me cunt faces.

this song is starting to sound way too familiar to me these days.
not cool.

[edit 4:19am]bah i got my fucking period unexpectedly, i thought i was due this past wednesday but when i didn't get it i figured i was going to get it this coming wednesday. but no i got it at 2:30am and at ( Read more... )

http://xmis3ryx.friendtest.com

TAKE IT!!

i was so bored and i just put random questions.

my gramma got me my birthday gift early, she handed me money and i went shopping. haha. lets see... i got pants, another sex pistols shirt, 5 pairs of thongs for cheap, a shirt that went with one of the thongs that was like a corset or whatever, a jacket that is hot, and a wallet. i think thats it ( Read more... )