I have failed.

[deadendkid]

I feel depleted. Drained. Done. I'm trying to find a new job but having a hard time. I'm trying to express myself more and failing. I'm trying to get my life together and failing. I'm trying to forgive people and failing. The only thing I can say for myself is that I gave up caffeine (two weeks and going strong), I've lost 7 pounds, I'm making

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[esotaria]

*hugs* Sorry you're feeling down, hon. But congrats on losing weight and giving up caffeine! Hell, for everything. Despite being depressed, you're doing a lot of great stuff. I can't motivate myself to do that when I'm not depressed. XD;;

You may not feel like it, but you totally rock. ♥

[deadendkid]

*hugs back* I guess I just feel like I need to be Superwoman or something. I feel like I need to do everything and do it now. Have you ever had that feeling?

[esotaria]

I know that feeling VERY well. XD It's why my New Year's Resolution is simply to like myself as I am -- flaws and all. If I decide to try and change a flaw, I'll feel like a failure the first time I fail to do so.

[deadendkid]

I really like that resolution! I wish I had the willpower to do the same!

[moonmage]

You've done so much, I don't think you should worry about doing much more. Take care, and one day at a time. Okay?

♥

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[deadendkid]

Thanks lil sis. :) I'm trying. I really am.