The Night Mum and Jacqui Cheered Me UpAfter fighting with a certain someone last night, my mother and auntie decided to take me to the 16ft sailing club down in san souci. Wasted money in pokermachines. Had 2 cokes. Laughed. Left at 11:20pm ( Read more... )

Fat little drops from my arms, from my legs, my ribs, hitting the floor with little splashes, little throbs ( Read more... )

It was my 22nd Birthday yesterday.

Meet my future wife:

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They begin with the surrounding noise becoming louder and louder till its just like static, All i see is white fog, my breathe gets caught in my chest, I feel sweat trickle down my body and my eyes ache - and then i get confused - distant and black out. Panic attacks the doctors call them ( Read more... )

Who Needs LA when you have BLS ( Read more... )

I had a doctors appointment yesterday, he has referred me to a psychiatrist as he believes i may come to harm myself. When he told me that i giggled as the intro to 'She's a maniac' immediatly entered my head and so now my doctor thinks i have really lost the plot ( Read more... )

I’m proud to be an Australian. I always have been. I say mate. My diet consists of bbq’d meat and vegies. I own a pair of cheap rubber thongs bought from a supermarket. The first alcohol to ever touch my lips was from a VB can. I can trace my ancestry back to settlement. My family have “worked the land” for the same amount of time. I’ve got ( Read more... )

I've gotten bad again, i was doing really well too. Back to seeing the doctor more regularly. One step at a time right?

Misunderstanding:my mention of blue eyes seem to have confused many and angered more. Its not him, or him, or him. The blue eyes i mentioned do not belong to a crush, to someone with a girlfriend, to a friend, to anyone but my ( Read more... )

How can something as simple as someone touching your hand send you spinning ( Read more... )

"When the veteran Menelaus saw him striding towards him in front of the crowd, he was as happy as a hungry lion when he finds the great carcass of an antlered stag or a wild goat and devours it greedily in spite of all the efforts of the sturdy huntsmen and the nimble hounds to drive him off."
- Homer "The Iliad"

I have Never been as happy as ( Read more... )