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i fucking frucnk and i like ir!

so there is nothing more gratifying then kissing your exboyfriends friend in front if him.

so happyness isnt knocking at my door now. it never will. i am destined to be loney and sad. thats all.

so... after work yesterday i went to some partu in covina with the jew and jackie. we walk up and it kinda felt like a rape sinareo. four big mexican guys blocking the gate going "hey ladies". i was like oh my, this will be interesting. it was. there was beer, and i was like oh i like beer. im such a pansey, i had 5 and i threw up. whatever, i was ( Read more... )

WARNING: Not all frogs turn into princes.

So i have decided that i am done with random guys for now. I'm done with random hookups and random sex. I want to go out on dates with nice boys who wont try to get in my pants right off the start. I want to have the kiss on the second date. I wnat to sit and talk... be friends with him before we do anything. i wnat someone who will play in the ( Read more... )

I have a crush on a boy.

I'm gunna go dream about our wedding now.

So I am not ready for people to leave my life yet, but it is inevitable. People need to leave to get ahead in life, and make something out of them selves. I can appreciate that, but i don't want to accept that. Why can't it still be the summer when we all had just graduated, yet we were all just strting to experiance what lif eis really like? I ( Read more... )

how this week went:

Monday:started school.

Tuesday: Worked both jobs.

Wedsnesday: School, and night school.

Thursday: Work

Friday:school and work. Then drunken times at steves

Saturday:Work. More drunken times.

Sunday:Work.

wow. i lead a very exciting life dont i?