I despise it when people are mad at me for reasons that i feel are stupid(ie:vanity and me tring to help someone, but appearently i fucked up). I don't appreciate trash talking when you can't say it to my face. I hate not talking to people. i hate awkward silences. I hate feeling like a horrible person for no reason. I hate feeling ignored ( Read more... )

who wants to hang out??????????????

i'm so bored!!!!!!!!!!!

i am in love with the early am!!!!in this past week, i have only been to bed once before 3 am, and i love this! i miss it. It makes me feel young again. My midlife crisis #2 isn't so bad anymore. Life is okay. Now only if i were single again...soon though right ( Read more... )

So i had a nice little entry all typed up and ready to post and i accidently lost it, so here are the basics ( Read more... )

"It’s funny how the colors of the real world only seem really real when you viddy them on the screen"

Yesterday i spent like 12 hours in hollywood. It was fun. Jackie and i went to see Joe's bands play at the whiskey. I never thought that death metal would be that much fun!!! We serriously spent most of our time backstage making new friends. It was crazy, this one chick was the lead singer of Vulgar, and she was so sweet and nice, but when she went ( Read more... )

So is it weird that i get crushes on the nerdiest people???

Okay so working is less sucky once you get paid and all that jazz. Money is definatly good ( Read more... )

I HATE WORKING!!!

IF YOU COULDNT TELL, I STARTED MY JOB TODAY. I REALLY REALLY HATE WORKING. CANT I JUST SETTLE DOWN ALREADY AND BECOME SUZZIE HOMEMAKER??? SERRIOUSLY THOUGH. I DONT LIKE THIS. I HATE KNOWING THAT AN HOUR OF YOUR LIFE IS ONLY WORTH $6.75 TO SOMEONE. EVERYONE KEEPS SAYING "WELL WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE WITH THOSE FOUR HOURS HAD YOU ( Read more... )

im at my fake work... im bored... only 1 and a half hours left!!!